Crashing Thoughts

lost

I just feel so lost.

I've had some time for myself recently to heal from these unwanted feelings.

Yet, once I open my eyes from a deep slumber.

I find myself doubting my self worth.

Trying to see a point is quite hard.

I want to feel like I have a purpose in life.

I want to be able to cry without the fear of being judged.

As I struggle with life. I find myself hoping to find a purpose. 

Each day is a challenge.

Even on the hard days.

I find something in me to cope with these overwhelming thoughts and urges.

Each day I wish for peace and to realize that I'm am worth it.

No matter what.

Despite my mood being down. 

I can see a sliver of light and as my anxiety lessens.

I can finally say that I see a reason to keep going and to wake up each day with hope.

Without out having hope. 

I'm just going to continue being lost in my mind.