the adventures of Spinel and Anne (x Steven universe)

Anne's meltdown (angst PTSD)

(the epilogue book of beneath the glass will premiere after I get done watching Amphibia s3 ep 1 the new normal in the mean time have another sneak peek )
*Anne sat on her bed in her bedroom she couldn't stay at wartwood and beach city after seeing spinel die just like how Marcy got stabbed why did she do to deserve this pain and Trauma Anne started to get memories*
:Sasha hey Anne maybe your better off without me *let's go of Anne's hand and falls to her suicidal fake death*
:Marcy I just didn't want to be alone I-im sorry for everything....
:Spinel I'm just gonna take a nap and then I will wake up and Anne I lo....*shatters in Anne's plams*
:Anne *shaky whimpers and sobs as they turn into sobbing Screams as she goes mega power Anne and has a huge meltdown almost destroying everything and teleports away to the unknown parts of the woods and she breaks into agonizing SOBBING Screams sobbing over and over again her tears making plants and flowers while they glew blue* AGHHHHHAAAAAAHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........WHY DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS NOW THANKS TO ME SPINEL IS......gone....and I couldn't save her like I couldn't save Marcy LIKE I COULDN'T SAVE SASHA LIKE I COULDN'T SAVE ANYONE WHY AM I SO USELESS....Why did this have to happen why did spinel have to get stabbed *Anne put her knees to her chest while it shook with shaky heavy whimpers and stifled sobs* I miss you spintop
*Flashback*
:spinel *crying because she got herself hurt and scraped up her elbow while it bled with redish pink blood as Anne walked up to her* owwww Anne help it hurts (bby🥺😭💔)
:Anne aw let me see what happened
:spinel I scraped it up while letting Polly and sprig swing on my arms while I ran I tripped and scraped it *cute love of my life whimper*
:Anne *smacks herself as her glowing blue tears roll down her cheeks as she collects some of them and puts them on spinel's elbow wound and bandages the elbow wound* *sniffs* there all better
:Spinel OMG YOUR SO COOL ANNIE AND AWSOME AND SMART AND YOUR SO AMAZING *keeps rambling as Anne tears up with happiness* WAIT NO DONT CRY!?!!
*the two start laughing as the laughter fades as spinel's spirit was finally able to hug Anne kinda as Anne sobbed and cried as spinel also had tears rolling down her cheeks*
:Spinel (spirit) I love you big sister......
:Anne *keeps sobbing because she can't hear spinel's voice anymore*
:Spinel (spirit) I wish you could hear me again...........