Beneath the shadows

Main feelings

All you see is me.
All you see is me being quit, and ignoring your rude remarks.
You see my fake smile.
You hear my faint giggle that us obviously fake.
But what you don't see are my tears, my sadness, my inner pain...
Don't tell me you know I'm sad and things will get better when I start my new medication!
Because it won't my pain my sadness and the scars on my skin can not be fixed by medicine.... they aren't fixed they are only covered.... Sure I'm not perfect in this world but maybe I will be in gods... sometimes my world is a mess and I need to escape this harsh reality.... so I hurt my self i do so the word that roll out of your mouth aren't the thing that hurts the most.... but I'm just a wast if space don't wast your hate on a mistake.. and when that mistake kills it's self don't wast your tears cause we won't be worth it then either.....