hey guys decided to drop by and do an update/vent bc im not doing too good LOL.
so im in 9th grade now and ive gotten better as a person and im cooler now. when i first joined wattpad i was cringey and weird as fuck so sorry everyone had to witness that. anyways ive definitely improved as a person and grew up and yeah.
now onto school. i have a lot more friends but i still feel lonely as nobody ever talks to me outside of school sadly. downside is theres this fucking bitch i HATE but i still kinda like LOL.
Basically on the 2nd day of school i met some motherfucker named remy (VERY FITTING NAME BC THEYRE A FUCKING RAT I SWEAR AND REMY IF UR READING IM NOT FUCKING SORRY.) and i was excited to meet them bc 1 as i said above i am very lonely. 2 i was excited to have a friend who had a lot of interests in common with mine. they were very nice to me and i ended up developing feelings for them. so basically i told her and she was like okay i dont wanna date rn and i was like i get it, thats totally valid. then i started jokingly flirting with them and they started having an attitude towards me and later that day she texted me telling me i make them uncomfortable and im crossing a line and i need to find someone else or whatever just all this out of pocket out of context fucking out of the blue bullshit i didnt expect or ask for. they were also kinda rude in the text. so like?? it just fucking hurts to meet someone who shares my interests irl and is so nice to me, only for them to just snap out of fucking nowhere and tell me to basically fuck off. like mf? do you not know how hard it is to make friends like that?? like i get they were uncomfortable and i understand, i wouldve changed that, but ohh guess what damien im fucking ghosting you never talking to you again because you were unaware that you were making me uncomfortable and i didnt say shit. Like okay. now every time i see them i get so pissed off and the other day i finally snapped and screamed "You have a fat fucking nose" at them. and they got behind their friends to hide from me. Sorry you need a nose job not my fault your nose is literally bigger than anything on your body all i fucking see when i look at you is that fucking Snout!!!!!! (literally im thinking "idk why im saying this shit abt her theyre so beautiful" while im writing this. GET OVER THE MF ISTG.)
Thanks remy 4 sticking ur fat nose in my life only to make me feel like shit and remind me ill never date anyone or have a friend with my interests.
On the brightside i have new friends im happy with even though every FUCKING TIME I SEE REMY I GET A WEIRD FUCKING MIX OF "GOD I FUCKING HATE THAT CUNT" AND "THEYRE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON IVE LAID MY EYES ON" Help.
