suicidal? [abused deku]

~; chapter one;~

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izukus pov:  

I woke up to ringing. loud ringing, it was annoying as I reached out to turn it off I squinted my eyes to look at the time. 9:15. ''SHIT I'M GOING TO BE LATE AGAIN!''' I said out loud. I jumped out of my bed and ran to the closet, I didn't have time for a shower right now so I just got my UA uniform on and ran downstairs. as I got to the bottom of the stairs I scanned the kitchen and luckily my mother wasn't there. she must have already gone to work.

  I walked over to the door ready to get my shoes on when I felt dizzy and collapsed onto the ground, I was on the ground for at least a minute till I came back to my senses, I carefully got up and looked at my sleeve, it was stained red. i forgot about ... that.. 

 I quickly went into the kitchen and searched the draws till I found some bandages. I also went back upstairs and got a different uniform shirt once I was ready and got my red sneakers on I started walking to school. I was still sore from cuts and bruises my mother left me from last night I also had to worry about the cuts I gave myself last night too and make sure they didn't bleed out during class.

as I walked into UA I saw the halls empty I was thinking whether I should go to class get scolded by Mr Aizawa or just skip classes altogether, but I decided to just go to class, I slowly walked to class limping and staring at the ground the whole way, once I finally reached my class i could hear everyone chatting and as soon as i opened the door all I heard was silence. I could feel everyone's eyes on me but I didn't dare look up.

''Why are you so late?''  Mr Aizawa said to me in his normal monotone voice

''Im really sorry Mr Aizawa! I slept in but it'll never happen again! i promise.. ''

''its fine midoriya just get to work and don't let it happen again.''

I walked to my seat and sat down by now everyone was back to chatting and talking about the lesson and homework 

Aizawa's POV: 

''and that's why you need to listen kaminari.   Geez, kids these days never listen. ''

suddenly the classroom door swings open.. the classroom went quiet and all eyes were on him, iv been quite concerned for the problem child lately he's always late now and he never looks like he's been taken care of properly.

''why are you so late?''

I said to the young green-haired boy. he then said something that sounded panicked but I was paying attention, I noticed a bruise on his neck it was only just peeking out of his collar and I stared at it intensely.

why would he have a bruise there? and why is it so big, is he okay how did it become there..   all these thoughts were running through my head but I just told him to take a seat still thinking about the bruise. I wonder what happened to this kid, he used to be a really bright boy until... until his dad left..  :( 

I made a note to myself to check up on him at the end of the lesson the end of the lesson eventually rolls around and as everyone's walking out the door for lunch I call midoriya to the front of the classroom where I'm standing. I wait till everyone's out of the classroom and tell him to follow me.