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MAY 2021 

I was sitting alone in the dark, I always think about our friendship, while am thinking, my eyes tears start falling . Crying in the dark that no one can see it, crying in the night that every body sleeping, and crying quietly that no one heard me. Am pretty lonely after new year 2022, I thought this will be happy year but it not. I always say to my mind I want to go back my happiest year which 2021. 2021 I met a right person on the month may 2021 I met her she was a innocent child, beautiful child, and lovely child, she was a lonely that no one support her, no one. She an only child no brother and sister she had mother and her father was on hospital they only two in the house, very quiet family and even she scared of dog, I met her while am with my childhood bestfriend.

after I met her, we both getting along, we so happy to met each other we talked everyday, good morning to goodnight, video call for hours even we neighborhood, laugh a lot that our stomach went boom. that my happiest month and year, May 2021. after our fun and laugh we see a girl, she was wearing black, playing with her friend, I thought she was live on other side of our place. it my first time seeing her in this neighbored. later on we all play taya tayaan with black( i called her black cuz she was wearing black lol) and that we close, taya tayaan is game that you can friend with anybody. and that we three talk a lot, we become Trio.

                                                                        

We become very happy Trio in this place, even we bored we walk around the neighbored while talking, sitting inside the tricycles talking about ourselves, We laugh so loud that people hear us and sometimes they become crazy that they like escape from mental hospital, I was very happy to with them that I can forget my pain memory, and my old self. Am very thankful to god that I met them in my life, they come to my life.

                                                                     

I know everything about them. I want to learn more about them as a oldest bestfriend and big sister, I protect them. we were like real sister, we not even serous fight and we were generous, protect each other, and I really want to teach them, I want to them become a good person and I want them to be a grown woman

There a lot of happened in this year 2021, this year 2022 our trio friendship is broke we become duo, one of them is left us.... We being trio for 7 month, May to Nov. 5 of a month, I met them, they so young, I even remember what they look like,  their hair, their height and their voice. and now November of 2021, I see our old photo and I cried, because they grown up so well, big change, their hair is so beautiful than before, they become a good people after 7 month am happy that they beautiful lady now.

My closest bestfriend is Alcotin, the one who left us and Kimmy and me is become a duo after new year(2022)

Alcotin is the 1st bestfriend that I met before my 2nd Bestfriend, Kimmy,Alcotin is the first and most protective and supportive little sister to me. am so so happy to be with her, she left and I can't move on, but our memories is still here on my brain, sitting in dark think about her and cry I really miss that bestfriend, I really miss our laugh, talking about anything else, I try to move on but sometimes when I see Alcotin's favorite things it always remind me of her and cry again, and i don't believe in friendship anymore, i don't talk and I don't want to friend anyone but Kimmy is still here, when am with her it make my day.

I will never forget about Alcotin said to me "pahinga ka muna" "wag ka mag papaulan" "wag ka magkasakit" 


                                                                          

                               But today you said to me "your my besties" is a word now 

    "I love you Very much don't forget about 3 Rules and our song You and I, gitara ahhh"


Thank you for reading! (am not good at writer I just write anything but i hope you understand my story )


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