Cᴜʀsᴇᴅ Cʜɪʟᴅ (Bakugou x reader)

Aftermath

The first to come in was Mr. Aizawa. Of course.
He wore a worried expression, closing the door behind him. "How are you feeling?" he asked me and i shrugged. He gave me a sympathetic smile. But I knew what would come next.

He sighed. "I'm sorry Y/N," he said, "but i will need to talk to you about the incident."

Yeah, what else. "Of course, sir," I answered and he laughed. I guess he knew exactly what I was thinking.

He grabbed himself a chair and sat down in front of my bed, before asking, "Do you remember what happened?"

I nodded and told him the story. It was weird. It really sounded like a terrible dream but I knew that it wasn't. Speaking it out loud in so much detail was kinda scary. Mr. Aizawa would nod or give a "mhm" or "hm" here and there. I watched him carefully but his face stayed neutral.

Silence washed between us. He put his hand to his chin in a thinking pose. I was a little nervous to what he would say. Would he say that it was my fault? Would he suspend me?
But nothing of that seemed to cross his mind as he said, "Your eyes.. Bakugou told me they were red.. can you remember that?"

My head was spinning. No.. he said it wrong. "Fire.." I whispered, "there was fire."

He stared at me. His eyes had gone wide and he swallowed hard. "What kind of fire?" He asked slowly, carefully choosing his words.
I paused. What kind?

•••flashback•••

My sight was blurred. All I could make out was the faint shape of Tose behind the glass wall. Fire. Bright red fire right in front of my eyes! Someone stop the fire!

"Y***********************" was someone talking to me? I didn't understand a word?

"Y/N your********************" what? What was he saying? Was it Tose?

Uch, Tose.

Kill him, kill him, kill him

That was my voice again. Whatever, that bitch didn't need to talk to me. In addition to the burning I felt anger. Growing anger.

"Y/N***************" okay never mind I was curious to what he was saying.

"Y/N wha************" it was Bakugous voice now right?

What were they saying?! Why couldn't I understand them?

"Y*****************"

focus. Concentrate. "Y/N your ey***********"

Focus. Harder. More.

"Y/N your**************"

Come on! Focus!!

"Y/N your eyes!"

•••end of flashback•••

With a loud thump of my heart and a shocked jump I landed back in the present. I was panting, my heart was racing. My palms were sweaty and a million thoughts crossed my mind.

"Y/N..?" Mr. Aizawa was leaning forward, a worried look glued to his face.

"Bright red." I spoke just what I was thinking. "It was right before my eyes but they wouldn't see it.. they kept yelling something about my eyes but they didn't see the fire.."

Mr. Aizawa listened patiently. "Maybe it wasn't fire, Y/N," He said.

I locked eyes with him, then quickly averted my gaze. "If it wasn't fire," i began slowly, "what was it..?"

He watched me for another moment before sucking in a long breath. "y/n," he said, still slightly cringing when using my first name, "have you ever thought of the possibility that Bakugou was right?"

"Right with what?"

"That your eyes were red. And maybe you thought you saw fire, but actually it was just the redness of your eyes blurring your vision.."

It took a moment to sink in. But then it did and i could just think oh god.

...

In small groups my classmates visited me and i was bombed with questions. Luckily they all had a clear focus on my health and not what had happened to get me here. I hoped they didn't know..

When all of my classmates had gone home after making sure i'd survive the night without them (i was forced to stay the night in the hospital, just in case), the only one unseen was Bakugou.

Not that i was longing for him or anything, i just wondered what he thought of me. Was he scared? Or confused? Or mad?

A slight knock on the door interrupted my thought. The door was gently pushed open, revealing the blond.

Speaking of the devil, i'd say

"I thought you'd never show up," i stated, all though i made sure not to sound upset.

He laughed ironically. "You missed me that much huh."

He slowly walked in, both of us dreading what came next. We knew we had to talk about what happened but neither did he know how to approach me, nor did i know how to react.
"Just so you know," he started uncomfortably, "None of our classmates know about this, only Aizawa."

I nodded thankfully.

"y/n," he said, "i have no idea what happened back there, nor do i expect you to tell me anything. All i want to know is rather you know what happened back there. It's a simple yes or no."

I wondered what he was trying to say. But i didn't want it to seem like i hesitated so i immediately said: "No. No i don't, I probably know even less than you, to be honest.."

He took a moment to go through that information and then nodded slowly.

"You're a risky child," he suddenly stated, his voice low like he was almost scared to say it.
I watched him carefully, waiting for his explanation. He huffed slightly. "You don't know who you are, where you are from,.. but mysterious things happen by your ha-"

"How do you know he died my my hands?!" I suddenly shouted. I don't know what offended me so much in this moment, but i didn't want to trust his words at all. He stared at me like i was stupid, then laughed ironically. "Because there isn't any other explanation! I saw it, i was there-"

"STATE THE PROVE," i yelled, "WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO THINK THAT?!"

I saw that he was about to scream back but, miraculously, he held back.

"Let me tell you how it fucking happened," he answered slowly, his voice filling with anger, "He was provoking you, you grew angry, your eyes turned red and the villain dropped dead. Now tell me, how tf does that sound to you?! Give me any other explanation if you fucking can, y/n."

I was silenced instantly. I couldn't say anything else. His view of what happened and the voice in my head that had screamed to kill added up. It all made sense. I couldn't argue.
I couldn't argue because it was reality.

I killed Tose.

A/N:

hello my friends,
I didn't update since a very long time and i'm very sorry, there was some error with my account and i just a day ago managed to get back in.
I hope you're still enjoying the story ❣︎
I'm hoping to update more frequently now :)