Larry~ They don't know about us

!~Introduction~!

Louis

Ever since I met Harry, I've been in love with him. 

His curly brown hair, chocolate eyes, tattoos, his laugh, his smile, his stupid jokes, his horrible dancing, his amazing voice, his lips, the way he talks, the way he walks, his clumsiness, every time he falls on stage or trips, his hands, painted fingernails, head scarfs, all the rings he wears, 

everything about him, every little tiny thing, makes me love him more each day.

Niall was the first person I ever told about my feelings for the taller boy.. His reaction was, of course, an encouraging "Go get 'em, then! It's obvious that he feels the same way, Mate!" 

At first Harry and I just tried to secretly steal glances at each other.. Then he'd walk over to me or when he sang certain lyrics on stage, he'd look at me.. almost like he wanted me to take into consideration what he was singing as if it were meant for me.

Then we grew closer.. Hugging, high fiving, smiling giddily at each other when no one else was paying attention.

Now I'm moving into his flat.. and when anyone asks, we just say it's easier to pay rent.

All of our friends, the band members, they know about us.. Any time we're all alone, My seat is next to Harry and, not to mention, we can never keep our hands or eyes off of each other so it's a bit obvious and pointless to try and keep secret when we're with the band.

But on stage, or in public, we keep a bit apart for as long as we can..

There are some images on the media and some rumors floating around about us, but we don't acknowledge them. Ever. 

Unless I get a bit curious and look up what's going on about us on the internet, but all I ever find is fans 'shipping' us which is just like wishing we were together and maybe a few pictures from the paparazzi where we're standing next to each other or walking side by side. Nothing too obvious though. 

Harry and I, of course, wish we could be public.. but Simon told us it would ruin One Direction. 

And we believed him.

We didn't want to lose fans or have people who hated us.

So Simon did what he thought was best.. and he told us to keep it quiet. 

And that meant Management was always on our backs about it, yelling at us or giving us a look that said we needed to stop if we smiled at each other for too long or spoke to each other more than we talked to the other boys or an interviewer. 

It was total bullshit but we needed this band.. Niall, Liam, and Zayn needed this band.. and Harry and I were not going to mess that up for them.

Doesn't mean I don't love him though. Doesn't mean we don't go to our flat and cuddle on the couch or kiss in the kitchen or sleep in the same bed, cause we do all of that..

Behind closed doors.