Hi my name is y/n Grealish, yes i said Grealish. My brother is the one and only Jack Grealish, my stony begins with me and my brother starting a new School. I'm 15 going into year 10 and jack is going into his first year of six form (year 12) I'm fi...
I've just finished my first week of my new school, and I'm really happy with it, I always thought I was going to hate it here but I'm enjoying. I did also make a friend, Ella, we've gotten really close
A lot of the time at school girls have asked me about my brother, and Iv also learnt some new things-
There's this one girl called Rebecca, phils ex, I keep seeing her giving me the dirtiest looks ever, but I'm just trying to not react to it and leave it be
It's a Friday and Phil is having a party at his house, he's invited me and I was planing on saying no because I'm a-bit scared cause everyone and I mean EVERYONE is going to be there, but I started to panic and I said yes... but now I'm gonna have to deal with it
It's probably not gonna be bad- is it-? ***
The party starts at 7pm and it's 5.30 right now so I have a lot of time to get ready.
After I had my shower I started to finally pick a dress out
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I look in the mirror and notice a mark on my leg , the mark was from a couple of months ago when I wasn't in the best place and time. I was curling my hair and got upset over something and just burnt myself on purpose
I pull my skirt down a-bit so it would cover the mark and go downstairs and get in the car
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I think I'm finally here, we'll there's many kids my age and from my school going into the same house so yeah I think I'm definitely there
Y/n : bye mum, I'll cya later
Mum : bye sweetie, if you end up staying out just pop me a message
Y/n : okay! Bye
I walk into the house and see a bunch of people just standing around drinking who knows what and just chatting, there's some people making out but I'm trying to not look cause it makes me feel awkward
I'm trying to find Phil but I give up and then I notice Ella standing alone drinking something but I don't think I wanna know what she's drinking
Ella : hey gurlllll
Y/n : hey, are you drunk?
Ella : what? Noooooooo *acting VERY drunk*
Y/n : I'm not gonna question it... have you seen Phil?
Ella : I think he was over the round the corner, he was talking to someone last time I saw him * slurring her words *
Y/n : thanks
Ella : do you wanna stay at mine tonight I feel bored
Y/n : yeah sure, I'll come check up on you abit later, cya
I quickly message my mum saying that I'm staying round Ellas and she's okay with it. Once I finished that I tried to look for Phil. I'm literally looking everywhere until I finally found him but he wasn't alone...
He was kissing REBECCA out of all people, he kisses Rebecca.. I don't know why and how but my heart broke for some reason. Then it hits me, I like Phil...
Phil : Y/n! I didn't see you there
Rebecca: go away, we're busy you know
I didn't know what to say, so I just ran off. Phil started to run after me I didn't know where to go so I tried to look for the closest bathroom. I went upstairs, but their were loads of people up their and I started to panic until I got pulled into a room
I turn around and notice it was Phil
Y/n : get off me!
Phil : calm down! I didn't mean for you to see that, she came up to me right before you came, she noticed you were coming and pulled me in to kiss her, I really did try to pull away
Y/n : you don't owe me and explanation, it's not like we're together anyway, just go back and make out with her!
I walk out of the room and go downstairs, Ella is to busy talking to this boy in our class, she's told me she's fancied him for a while now so I hope she not doing anything crazy since she is drunk after all. Ella tells me that their going to her house now, just as I was about to message my mum I turn around
Phil is literally downing a whole bottle of vodka and getting himself drunk. If he's gonna get drunk after what he just did so am I
I walk over and take the bottle from him that's still got half of the vodka In still. I start to down in while walking away, I could feel phils eyes on me as I walked away
The rest of the night everyone was drunk, especially me and Phil, like VERY drunk. Everyone was dancing, me and Phil would occasionally start dancing together, I think a couple of times we shared drinks- I can't remember much it was like a blur to be honest
One minute I'm dancing with Phil and the next he kisses me. I don't hesitate to pull away, I just carry on. The next second we're going upstairs into his room.
We walk into the room and he closes the door, as soon as it was shut he pushes me to the back of it and starts to make out with me
I couldn't help myself, part of me wanted this to happen but another part of me doesn't because he was kissing Rebecca.. but I was far to drunk to stop
He starts to move down to my neck, he gives me some soft and rough kisses all over my neck and chest. The next minute someone knocks on the door... like seriously! Go away we're having a moment together
Phil - fuck off I'm busy *mumbling his words still kissing my neck*
Soon after that he picks me up and takes me to his bed. I feel myself drop down onto his soft bed sheets. He climbs on top of me and starts a make out again
I feel my phone buzz in the back of my bra but I don't bother to look at it, I'm far to drunk to stop this
I start to go down and kiss his neck, leaving little marks just like he did to me
Phil : are you sure you wanna do this
Y/n : yeah, just shut up now *I start to make out again with him*
The next minute we're undressing each other and are doing it
I'm gonna have a banging headache tomorrow-
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Helloooo, I hope this was fun to read Should I go into more detail for the smut or should I do small simple like that
Okay toodles :)
Word count : 1136 words Bloody hell that's a lot 0.0
