You were at Kenma's house, obviously hanging out and playing games with him, Shoyo was there too. You both were there instead of Kuroo because Kuroo got annoyed at when the only time Kenma would speak to him, was a "hmm" or a smart, snarky remark. Kuroo loved Kenma, as a friend of course, but he just can not handle it anymore.
Meanwhile back to you, you always had a crush on Kenma, he was like the highlight of your life, your high school sweetheart, although you felt a spark, there was no promises that Kenma felt the same. You tried to make a move on Kenma, you were making a TikTok to kiss him. Shoyo heard the crush audio where you kiss your crush and ran up to the both of you, and kissed Kenma on the cheek.. Right in front of your face. You were furious, your blood was boiling in anger, but you played it off and ended it with a winking/kiss face and a peace sign.
Shoyo apologized for stealing your spotlight and hugged the flushed Kenma. You said it was okay whether or not you actually felt the way you spoke. You posted it with the caption, "My crush just got kissed by his friend lol." Of course you didn't feel that way but, you can't do anything about it anyways.
Hours passed, it was now pretty late and you headed home. Although, there's something that you did that you regret, but you also don't. You let your anger out once you and Shoyo left Kenma's place. Nobody knew about it until the next day..
The Next Day
"BZZ BZZ BZZ!!" Went the alarm clock, on your stand, next to your bed. It startled you awake, you sat up quickly, turning it off. '6:00 AM' you thought, sighing to yourself, and getting up for your morning shower. Every piece of clothing, picked out cautiously. You tried your best to dress alike Kenma's interests, or at least to what Kenma's style looks like. You wanted to peak his interest. Though by being so interested in Kenma..
You were losing yourself..
Near 7:00 AM, you were at school, putting your stuff in your locker. You didn't see Hinata, thankfully. You didn't want anybody to find out, although.. Some of Hinata's friends were giving you the evil eye, the stink eye, etc. 'Guess he must've told them.' You thought to yourself, wondering about the outcome. Surprisingly, your day went by normally, except, Kenma was worried about Shoyo. It annoyed you deeply, 'Shoyo, Shoyo, Shoyo!!' You thought, mimicking Kenma's attitude towards Hinata, exaggerating a little.
'What does he have that I don't?' You thought to yourself. 'Maybe I shouldn't have hurt him.. I can't believe I hit him over a dumb crush..!', 'Apologies aren't close to enough, he didn't deserve this.' As you thought this, the bell rang for first period. Maybe you should try apologizing when you get the right words for it.
After School, Kenma's house
Yes, you were back at Kenma's, and no, you haven't apologized yet. You didn't want to write it, but you also don't want it to be all jumbled together. Writing seems insincere, and coming up with it will make it sound messy and annoying. You'll think of it later, when you can find the words to what you want to say.
You and Kenma were playing video games, dark bedroom, maroon walls, white mattress, black blankets, the bed was in the back of the bedroom, in the front, was a dresser, a TV on top of that, plugged into a PS4, not the newest but not the oldest. You and Kenma were playing video games in two wooden chairs, sitting before the dresser, there were controllers in each of your hands, as you played video games. No sound, except the console and noises coming from the TV and vibrations coming from the controllers.
Suddenly..
"BZZZ BZZZ!!" Repeatedly, coming from Kenma's bed. The both of you turn around and it's a call from.. "SHOYO HINATA" you felt sick to your stomach, a gut feeling, something bad was about to happen. You spoke while Kenma was reaching for his phone, "I'm actually.. Just going to go home, I have a lot of chores and homework to do. Sorry Kenma," he nodded and you quickly hurried out, afraid of the soon explanation.. . .
"Y/N L/N?!!!?!!???"
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Kenma x Y/N
FanfictionTrigger Warning Mentions of Suicide Relapsing Cutting Etc. You have been warned.