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Angel (hyunbinlix | stray kids)

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Group: skz

Ship: Hyunbinlix (Hyunjin x Changbin x Felix)

Genre: angst with happy ending

Content: little space

Plot: changbin is having a really bad time and his lovers aren't exactly the nicest about it. So he decides to slip while the members are at the amusement park, what he doesn't expect is that hyunlix return early and find him in his onesie watching pororo. What happens next? Read on to find out what's next ~

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Changbin is stressed. Very stressed. He's having a hard time focusing and actually getting anything done. Everything is just too much for him, it's like his brain is going into overdrive, like he's malfunctioning. He wants to scream and get everything out of his chest, but no. He can't, he has to get these things done alone and he just can't bother anyone with his stupid thoughts and feelings. They'll go away eventually right? 

They definitely did not go away. He has no ideas for new tracks, he's tired because he stays up late (maybe even later than Chan sometimes.) since he's trying to come up with new ideas which affected his dancing and general performance, he is also zoning out a lot lately. He unwillingly doesn't pay attention when people and often drops things without realising. His mind is like it's filled with fog, just a huge blur with emotional explosions happening here and there. He's truly struggling a lot.

Today Chan snapped at him because he was sitting in his chair staring at his notebook and "ignoring" him and Jisung. He yelled at him because it seemed as if he simply did not care about the work or how tired of hearing JYP PD scolding him about his performing and lack of studio work. Chan left and he was left alone with his thoughts. He really was disappointing everyone huh? Why couldn't he just try harder, work harder. Everyone was depending on him right now, yet he was doing nothing. He thought he tried and worked hard. But maybe it's not enough? 

Later that day he was called at the PD's office.

"You haven't done any progress," JYP said, "you're keeping the whole team back just because you're not interested in this comeback. If you don't improve the consequences will be severe. I might even put you on a temporary leave." his eyes widened, 'no,no,no, what?!' he thought panicking "For now i will give you, and the rest of them team, 3 days to actually get yourselves together. I will not give you a 2nd chance so think everything thoroughly. Thank you, you may leave now." He got up and bowed, rushing out of the door. He got out of the building, starting to walk down the street towards the nearby park, his own thoughts degrading him all the way to his destination. He was going to figure out what to do tomorrow morning, he can't deal with this right now. He just needs to calm down and to not let himself slip. He hasn't slipped in months, everyone has probably pretty much forgotten he's a little, letting himself slip in such a situation would just be a disaster. 

1st person P.O.V (Changbin)

   Once i got home it was already 11pm, i should try to rest tonight. Maybe PD is right, I should take the following days to think everything through and stop disappointing everyone. I open the door to our dorm, I see Chan sitting on the couch, watching TV with Jeongin. I duck my head in shame remembering his words from this morning. I just want to go straight to my room and never come out again.

Half way through the living room I'm stopped by Hyunjin and Felix looking down on me, frowning. "We need to talk. Now." Felix says sternly, his deep voice startling me. They guide me to the hallway where no-one would hear us since everyone was blocking out background noises one way or another. "Hyung, why do you have such an attitude these days?" Hyunjin says, still frowning, "huh?" "Don't 'huh' us! You know exactly what we're talking about!" he responds, seemingly slightly mad. "You've been ignoring us constantly, acting like we're not even there, like we don't even matter. You also constantly make a mess and leave us to clean after you! Do you really think we didn't notice or something??" Felix chimes in.What are they talking about, this isn't true at all! "...Listen I-" "No. You will just continue to make up excuses for your shitty behaviour. You're treating us like that and you're so lazy, it's as if you just don't like us anymore! If that's the case tell us now." I simply look down to the floor, I'm speechless. Felix scoffs and turns around going back to the living room. Hyunjin looks at me, a glint of sadness in his eyes before turning around and following the younger.