He cannot determine whether if I'm going or not. Who does he think he is! Sure he's Louis Tomlinson, the sassiest British boy I've ever met! But no.. He'd have to be god to change my mind.
Well.... NO! Stop it Mel! Ugh. Louis makes me so bipolar. I jumped when I got a notification from twitter.
Louis Tomlinson: @melodramatic said she won't go to our concert to see us
No way! He's trying to guilt me into this! Well it's not going to work. Wait, the comments!
Mary: I'll go with you. Screw her, I knew she was just using ya!
Anna: What! Wow. I'm sorry. You guys all fell for her and she walks away from ya like nothing happened. Everyone would love to take her place, what's wrong with her!
Matt: That's ok, mate! Ya need a guys night out after that hard fall for failing love.
Kaylee: oh my boys! I wish I could punch her for how much she's hurt my boys.
Bailey: You can replace her with a different whore.
Woah. I'm a whore now? I hurt them? I knew a lot happened and that's why I walked away. Not because I couldn't handle it but because they were all hurting inside already because I came into their lives. Ugh. I have to respond.
@Louis_Tomlinson ya know I love ya boys! Isn't that all ya need? I don't need to be around. You made life amazing without me. And I just tore it down for ya!
KNOCK KNOCK. Oh god! He wouldn't give up.
I opened the door. "Louis, I'm sorry I'm not go-" I paused and saw Niall crying. "What's wrong Ni-"
"LIKE YOU CARE!" he screamed at me. What was going on?
"I do care. I wouldn't ask if I didn't. Come on in." I invited him in my hotel room.
He came in and sat down on the sofa. "The boys are blaming me for driving you away! I-I didn't. Did I?" he looked up at me.
We sat there for a few seconds, staring in each others eyes. "Niall, ofcourse not! I love you! I always did. I didn't know how to break it to the other boys and I-I just made a run for it.. Avoiding the situation. I see now that I can't. It'll follow me everywhere I go."
A tear ran down his cheek. He smiled. "You love me?" he tried to confirm what I just said. "Then come to the con-"
"I have so many haters now, Niall. They're saying that they're going to kill me if they ever see me because I broke all ya hearts. They're giving me death threats!" I cut Niall off. I paused. "Death threats.."
I started to cry and Niall wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close to his warm chest. "I love you. I'll protect you. They won't get near you with me on guard!"
I looked up at him, stunned by how much he wanted me. He would do anything to get me back. I would do anything to have him too. But I was still confused. By everything. I know I just tried to kill myself but I don't want someone killing me, that's crazy!
"I-I-I can't. I'm sorry." I started to cry. "I wish I cou-" Niall cut me off with an unexpected kiss on the lips. I was stunned when he retreated. He came back again and I kissed him back. I kissed him back! What was I thinking? This will screw things up even more! Our kiss turned into a French kiss. As soon as he knew I was enjoying the kiss, he retreated.
"Please come to the concert." I nodded in approval.
