19- I lose my mind when it comes to you

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Shuhua pov

Soojin really brought me to see her parents. When Soojin told me that we will gonna see her parents, I almost didn't want to get out of the car. I'm so scared if Soojin's parents don't like me. I am a woman and not a man, Soojin is the first child so they must want the best for Soojin

But they just welcoming me to their family. They are so different from my family, they are very supportive of what Soojin is doing, they are happy with what Soojin is doing, they also consider me as their family. I feel so weird, I've never felt a situation like this

Maybe They did this just for Soojin and just pretended, they would probably tell Soojin to leave me after this

I don't want to end the relationship with Soojin, I still love her. How can I alive without Seo Soojin at my side?

I was supposed to stop Soojin from taking me to here, Soojin would probably leave me. What am I gonna do now?

I'm a woman and not a man, I can't give the happiness that Soojin's family want for Soojin. I can't give a child to her , our relationship is not accepted here. Her parents must have been upset with me and hated me

Am I bringing bad luck to this family?

"Shuhua"

End the pov of Shuhua

"Shuhua" Soojin was in the kitchen to help her mother but when she sees Shuhua is  spacing out, she went to Shuhua

"Yeh Shuhuaaa" Soojin whispered to Shuhua's ears and kiss her crown "Y-yes" she stuttered when she feel the older came closer to her

"Stop thinking about that"

"But I-" Soojin pulled Shuhua's to her rooms and locked the door. She need to do something for her Shuhua

"My mom and dad was so happy when I brought you here, they didn’t think that you were a burden to me but rather you are my happiness and they really understand us. They don't hate you but they love you so much, you have made their daughter happy now"

Soojin leaner closer to Shuhua, not taking her eyes off from Shuhua. She can feel the younger hand so cold so she hold it and put it on her chest, she then looked into Shuhua's eyes and saw she was scared. Scared that the same thing gonna happen to Soojin when Shuhua told her parents that she's a lesbian.

Soojin leaned forward, she then titled her head slightly and kisses Shuhua's lips, letting it last a few second

"I love you" Soojin pressed her lips on Shuhua's forehead  "Why you're so romantic!" Shuhua hit Soojin's chest "Ouch~~~" 

Soojin pretended to be hurt and lay down on her bed and she managed to pull Shuhua with her

"So smooth" Shuhua murmured but Soojin still hear it "I want to spend more time with you but I need to help mom" Soojin stroking Shuhua's hair and tucker it behind her ears

"Let's go!" Shuhua gets up from Soojin and  push Soojin to get out of the room. She also wants to help them

After that, Shuhua looked so happy and didn't feel insecure with what happened. She and Soojin's sister look so close and Soo herself says that she really likes Shuhua at here

"You look more happy when with her" Mrs Seo said

"Yes, I do. Her smile can make me forget about all the problems I have. She make me change to someone more better than before"

Mrs Seo can see it, she can see the changes happening to Soojin and everything is positive. She is very grateful to Shuhua for making Soojin realize that this world still has things that make her happy

"Dinners is readyy!" Soojin shouted

Shuhua and Soo ran to dining table like a little kid

"Wowwww!" Shuhua and Soo said it at the same time and after that everyone laughed at them

"Let's eat" Soojin at Shuhua side "I made this special for you" Shuhua was blushing when Soojin said it in front of her family

"My daughter know how to treat her woman, you're really just like me" Mr Seo smiled while took a sit at the dining table. He can see himself inside his daughter when they're in love. Being sweet to someone you love and show the afford to them are the only thing they know

That night

Soojin went to her little sister rooms to go get her girlfriend back after all day giving time to her sister to get to know Shuhua more closely

"Can I want my Shuhua back?" Soojin asked while leaning her head on the door and looked at Shuhua

"Can I sleep with Shuhua unnie? I still want to play with her" Soo make a cute face to Soojin "I'm sorry kid but Shuhua unnie needs to rest too, you've been playing with her all day" Soojin came toward them and kiss Soo's forehead

"Good night, kid" "Bye Bye Shuhua unnie~~"
Shuhua did the same thing soojin did

When they had already closed the door of Soo's room

"Soojin I-"

"Let's sleep, my love" Shuhua in Soojin's arms, one arm under her legs and the other supporting her back like a groom carrying their bride

"Omoo! Soojin I still can walk"

Soojin looked into Shuhua's eyes, enough to make the younger heart flustered

Soojin bring Shuhua to Soojin's room or their room and put the younger slowly on the table before kiss her forehead and sit at her side

"I'm sorry for not telling you about this. I have already promised to bring someone special to my parents one day and I know the days had come"

"Is it...me?"

Soojin turned her face in the other direction because she didn't want Shuhua to see her cry

"Hey look at me" Shuhua just hugged Soojin from behind because she knew Soojin was very sensitive right now

Shuhua was just shocked by what Soojin said, she knew they were both still imperfect and still needed time to understand each other

"Jinjinn~~ I want a kiss" A surprise request from Shuhua because she already miss Soojin's kiss and she know it can make Soojin feel better

"No"

"Whyy?" in a flirtatious

No response from Soojin

"Okay okay I'm sorry-"

Soojin pinned down Shuhua on the bed, Shuhua can clearly see that Soojin's face is serious right now, her ears are a little red and her charming part makes Shuhua can't stop staring at it, her lips

"What are you waiting for, Seo Soojin"  Shuhua pulled Soojin closer to her, Shuhua's lips brushed along her ears

Soojin gripped the bed sheet tightly, she saw Shuhua bited her bottom lips slowly and lead Soojin's hand to her

"ab imo pectore"

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