NEVER NOT 💜

chapter 18.

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It was raining slightly jeongguk and Nancy was  walking together silently side by side.

She looked at jeongguk "hy you are okay?" And asked but she didn't got any response.

She didn't knew what to do to make jeongguk smile.

But then she saw a scooter "jeongguk what's this?" She asked pointing at scooter.

"It's a damn scooter, can that scooter be a scooter for some minutes please?" He snapped at her.

The passerby and people who were standing near the tea stall were staring at them.

"There is no magic in there, some middle class person could sit and go to the work that's it" Jeongguk said loudly.

Nancy stood there shock, because she never saw jeongguk this angry on top of that on her.

Jeongguk groan in frustration breathing in and out coming himself down.

"I'm sorry" He apologize not looking at her.

"I was just trying to cheer you up" She said looking at jeongguk still in shock.

"I know" He said blankly.

"Why are you so upset?" She asked.

"Forget it" Jeongguk said walking away but was stopped by Nancy.

"No" She said stopping jeongguk.

"Tell me what's the matter?" She asked little loudly this time.

"Sometimes I feel like you don't wanna look at the reality or you just purposely ignore it I don't know" Jeongguk said.

"What are you talking about?" Nancy asked confused at jeongguk behavior.

"Forget it" He said again still not looking at her.

"NO, I wanna know, just because he peak taehyung's lips? So what?"  She asked angrily this time.

"Everything" He answer.

"As in?" She asked

"Okay, take your parents for example, I'm sorry but I don't think they couldn't live without each other, but frankly I think th-" He was about to say but was  interrupted by Nancy.

"SHUT UP" She said loudly more like shout.

"Just shut up" She said crying loudly.

Jeongguk felt guilty for what he said so he just pull her into a hug.

Jeongguk take her to the park area so they could sit and talk.

"Dad had an affairs with one lady, when mom came to know she left the house" Nancy started.

"She came only because of me, they always fight like a wild animals with each other, curse at each other, raise hands on each other I use to be alone in my room but I could hear everything" She told sniffing a little.

Jeongguk didn't said anything he stayed silent, didn't want to interrupt her.

"What should I have done jeongguk? The people I loved the most were unhappy just because of me, every minute, every second" She said playing with her ring finger.

"So I stopped listening and understanding, I made myself believe that they are so happy and in love with each other and that everything is perfect in this world" She finished staring at nothing at all.

"Nancy" Jeongguk called out

"It's seems just like  if we close our eyes and think that we can't see anyone, so the other people around us couldn't see us either" Jeongguk said making Nancy chuckle.