Story includes suscide attempts depression also inqludes Zach and Jade memories and cursing let me know if I missed anything!
Levi POV
I woke up and seen Alex wasn't there with me I was confused but I still got up thinking she probably got a drink or went to the bathroom I got up and started making breakfast for the squad just then someone kissed me on my cheek " morning sleepy~" " morning" Alex said yawning " whatcha cooking?" " Breakfast" " no shit what's for breakfast?" "Pancakes Bacon and eggs and there my homemade recipe~" I said " YES!" Alex screamed " just for me?" She asked with her head tilted " no for the whole squad but I made them because I thought you'd love em " "SQUAD GET THE FUCK DOWN HERE WE HAVE BREAKFAST!" Alex yelled the whole squad shuffled down the stairs " who cooked it-" light asked nevoursly " Levi did" " ok!" He started to chow down just like the rest of the squad it was true Alex wasn't the best cook but she was amazing at everything else she is amazing beautiful and I could stair into her eyes for an entire year the chocolatey brown eyes of hers she was always beautiful 💛🖤 and I will never forget the night I Held her in my arms for the first time of course we never made it official yet but im hoping we do soon "H-Hey Alex?" I ask nevoursly " what's up Levi?" " Can we talk?" " Yea sure!" She said so excitedly " well um Alex... I have wanted to tell you something for a long time now-" " yea what is it Levi?" " I love you!" She smashes her lips against mine "Levi I love you to but I can't do this.." " w-what?" I feel my heart shatter and start to tear up " I can't im so sorry Levi but I love you so much you know that right?" " Y-Yea.." ' why did she say no then?'
Alex POV
Well that's great I broke my besties heart I didn't mean to but it was for the best I mean look at me im so fat and ugly Zach always use to say I was overacting but im not looking back at my old cuts I made I run into the bathroom and sit in the tub as I place my note beside me I start cutting and then see everything start to go dark..
Levi POV
I realize im so dumb and forgot to replace the toilet paper roll then I hear running water and ask if anyone's in there " Hello? Is anyone in there!" No reply " hello!" I start to try and break the door open banging it harder and harder and finnaly I cracked it open I see Alex laying in the tub and check her pulse " ALEX!" " H-huh?" " ALEX PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME" " l-litsen Levi im so sorry r-resd the note it explains it all" she starts coughing "HELP! CHARLI LIGHT JAX SORA LUCA SOMEONE PLEASE!! PLEASE!" I hear running " what happened Levi!" Charli asked " it's Alex call an ambulance please..." She calls them and I run up to her and she holds me as I start sobbing and sobbing I sob harder Everytime she shushes me and calms me down as we see the ambulance run up here and grab her as we go out to the car and Charli calls the squad "hello" light awnsers " h-hello?" " What's wrong Charli!" " It's Alex meet me and Levi at the hospital.." she hangs up and starts sobbing I Know me and her love Alex but it's so hard to let someone go when you really loved them so much I never even got to give her the flower head band I made for her it was the saddest thing I have ever done we both sobbed as we road with her in the ambulance then she started to speak " l-levi? C-charli?" She said "HELP SOMEONE SHES AWAKE HURRY UP!" Charli and I were both shocked as we saw her wake up we thought she was dead. So this means I don't have to tell her goodbye she's not gonna die! She's alive I say alive and now I get to keep her I put the flower crown on her chest as her cheeks light up as the doctors take her out of the ambulance and inside the hospital as we follow behind me and Charli really felt like Alexs family that day of course whenever you are with someone who you love that you thinks gonna die you always find a bigger connection with others that care about them as much as you do " im so happy she woke up shes gonna live!" Charli screamed " we don't know that for sure but let's hope.."
Hours later
Charli fell asleep on me for atleast 1 hour and 30 minutes just as the guys walk through the door I see light worried face " did anything happen to Charli?" " No she's fine Alex woke up but we don't know if she's ok from here on out we'll just have to wait and hope for good news" " that is true-" I hear Sora but in. Then I see it the look of pure jellousy on lights face when he looks at me and Charli " here light I think you might want her on your shoulder while this whole thing is happening so you can comfort her if needed" Id say today was very rough especially for Alex I feel so bad thinking about what the note said
Dear squad,
Im Sorry that I did this I feel horrible but I couldn't help it anymore the things that happened with Jade and Zach it was all to much I feel horrible im so sorry Levi I love you and I always will no matter if im dead or alive death will do us part and for my life like sister Charli you were the best I love you so so much your amazing and never quit who you are Luca Light Sora, never stop being so enthusiastic I love you the way you are and so dose the squad and finnaly Jax you take care of Levi and the rest of the squad for me you will be the best person at comfort same with Charli but I k ow this is hard for her I love you all please don't let the viewers know yet this is very hard for me please don't tell anyone put of the squad yet but if I die in a few weeks you can tell them I love you guys so so muchSincerely,
Alex~1114 words part 2????
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