why !? it s alaways my fault !?

This a story for all couples !! it s always my fault when we fight and i apologize for nothing but i m sick of tht!! i apolgize just for we be cool and for not loosing u !! I m lost Really i mean it !! i m confused if i love him or i hate him ! i feel the both thing and i m afraid of loosing him cuz a second without him is like a rain without rain...

i hear his voice anywhere ! i see his picture dispear ..!! i miss him so much i need him by my side Even he s next to me , i cannot missing him !! Wht happen to me !! Am i in love even i have ever falling love before i have been always strong when i get to love !! But now i m cant control my self when it come to him !! i m deeply into him lost in his eyes deep like ocean !! We fight a lot for no resonn because of his jealousy i know it s the important thing and the basic of it bcz its signs tht shows u he really loving u and care bout u !! But he cant stop !! Why i love !? i dnt know the reson !? maybe the kisses tht he gaves me in the mornig and night.. cuddling .. the hugs from the back .. wht !? I just to take back my love but i cant !! I m into a deep !? Have i love my mind !? U gotta tell me yes but i dnt even know my self when ze re together i feel like i m the luckiest girl in the world and happy, feel safe in his warm arms in the winter when i feel cold .In the summer when he covers from sun .... So i think this is this is tht i have afraid of, But thts okay cuz he s the one ..... I m Really in Lovee With Himmm !!