Dizzy

Nya.

"Rawr." I silently groaned staring dead-straight down at my older brother who was sleeping in his bed, my face 2 inches away from the covers, with my hair curtaining everything around me, creating a shade under me in the already dark room. Currently 5a.m.

the covers ruffles as a head peaked out that followed a little yelp.

"Y/N! Can you stop that???" He whisper-yelled as he looked around to find out it was 5am. "W-why so early- and get your disgusting face out my way!" he whined as he pushed my face away from his, making me rolled down the ground, but without any sounds nor stumbles.

"we have school.." I mumbled absent mindedly, feeling my soul leave my body as I sat there criss crossed, unbotherd by my sore ass from falling ass-first to the ground.

he looked at me as if I was crazy, and pulled the covers back up again. " You annoying mf, and?" he groaned as he turned the other way from me.

I jumped off from the ground as if I was possessed, clawing the sheet away from my brother, scaring the hell outa him. "w-wha-"

I threw the blanket to the ground and got closer to his face, breathing on his neck while keeping eye contact. "mom said she's going to disown you if you're going to be late again..." I muttered directly into his ears giving him death shivers.

"oh my god... Y/N..." he whispered, completely pale white with constant shivers, even though it was a hot mid-july.

"School starts.." I started out as I slowly distanced myself away from him. "Today.." I declared at I peered up at the ceiling, words barely out as a hoarse voice.

Nolan violently shook his head at my remark, trying to get along with my mood, so it doesnt trigger anything.

"and I have 27k followers.." I exhaled my words, making it smaller than a whisper. "on instagram..." 

he stared at me, as I stared up at the ceiling. About a minute passed and Nolan slowly stood and up and turned the light on. "...are you onto something?" he skeptically asked, as he didn't feel so scared when the light turned on.

"I'm on deez nuts." 

"..Y/N get out."

"deez nut-"

"get the fuck out before I tell our mom that you vape." he sighed.

"I dont-"

"just get out!" he yelled throwing his pillows at me

"Geez! So sensitive! Ugh!" I yelled skipping out his room, cleary a 180 in personality from before.

27k followers on Instagram, where you post thirst traps.

not too much revealing, but enough to get people simping for you.

Out on media and at home, you were a girl. Outside, anxiety got the best of you, so what was just a simple fun dress up as a boy, became your top priority life style outside.

and one thing that you learned being a boy was: The more feminine you look, the more girls will like you.

and I have proof. I was confessed 5 times in 4 years of my middle and middleschool.

"Y/N! stop bothering your brother if he woke up and get yourself ready too!" Mom yelled from downstairs.

"okay!" I yelled back from upstairs.

I have my hair cut short, for both convenience and the help with dress up, and I wrap my chest, makeup on my chin to make myself look more masculine, and oversized uniform so my physics doesn't show.

I'm not the tallest, but I can guarantee you. I'm not short. Do not call me short. 5'5 is not short.

I run downstairs, after all the dressing up, and grab a boiled and egg and walkout to wait for the bus.

shortly after, Nolan runs towards it too, bumping onto me, making me choke on the boiled egg.

"Sorry- ew, your face looks disgusting." He commented as he walked inside the bus slowly staring at me choke on the boiled egg.

"f-cough- fuck yo- ahkhgjg" I sputtered out flicking him off as I sat on the closest bus seat still choking on the egg.

with that I coughed up the egg out as I chugged my water down. "gah!" I yelled as I pulled my head back in relief as the water washed the egg down.

"ah thank god.." I mumbled to myself as I leaned back on the chair. and that's when I felt someone next to me. glancing to my side, I saw a guy with blond hair moving as close to the window to avoid me as much as possible. had a disgusted face on, so he probably saw me choke on the hard boiled egg the whole time.

but boy, was he hot. heck, I don't even know his name- and it's the start of the school year.

"uh, um, sorry if you had to witness that..haha..." i said awkwardly as he just stared at me with the same disgusted expression on.

"yea.." he said as he pulled his hoodie above his head and crouch on the very corner of the small seat.

we sat there idly, rocking and swaying with the bus.

"so.." I started off. "What's ya name?" I asked after a while.

"...It's not important." He mumbled, clearly distraught with my presence near him.

so much for first impression.

"uh.. My name's Y/N." I said slowly taking my phone out to listen to music. (YN OUTSIDE THE HOUSE WILL BE A MORE OF A NONBINARY NAME, LIKE BEE OR TAYLER (or maybe just ur name idrc) ) 

"hm." he mumbled as he pulled his hoodie more down, completely blocking himself from me.

geez, what an emo.. guess his personality is different from how he looks..

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