Pain in Paris

Chapter 1

It's Lisa's 2nd  performance in Inkigayo today. Sadly, She didn't won her first appearance in Inkigayo, but there's still next time. We cheered her for that. Now for the second time, I know she can make it. I wanted to go with her yo show my support, I just don't care about those medias or shippers thinking that we really have something, I don't mind about the issue about us- - cause it's all true.

I really want to be there. Not because I'd like to stop akgaes to think that my relationship with Lisa is bad, since I don't show up on Lisa's "Lalisa MV making", or didn't add many stories promoting her solo.
I have reasons for that actually....

First, for us not to ruin our career. Second, YG won't allow us to show up, especially when it's about me and Lisa. And third, we love each other too much that we decided to stay lowkey, knowing that Jenlisa shippers is so wild, oblivious and so eager to know the truth about us. I know they like us end up together, but sometimes, I just want to tell them to stop, not because I hate it. For Lisa and I to save and make our relationship private.

I really want to be there with her while she's performing, not just  as her co-member of Balckpink, but as her girlfriend, who's so proud of her.

"Lisa, 5 minutes for you to perform." , I've heard them saying coming from my phone. Lisa and I are having phone calls while she's preparing. We're like this all the time, when we are not together.

I heard her sighed and take a deep breath. "Okay, oppa! Guys ,fighting!", she cheered her dancers. "Nini, I'm gonna drop now the call, it's my turn." She's nervous. I knew it.

I smile while talking, "Okay hon, you can do it. Don't get nervous so that you can perform well. I love you." She giggled.

"Thank you, baby. I love you more. Gotta go." Then the call ends.

Mom don't have work today, so she sits with me, watching the TV while waiting for Lisa's performance. I know you wonder if mom know, yes she knows everything about me and Lisa, and again yes, cause she's cool with it. It's only me and her and we don't really keep secrets with each other.

"Jen, I wonder why Lisa didn't  win the first performance. Your company is really not promoting her well." Mom's working in an Entertainment agency. So she knows well what the company is lacking.

I look at her. "Yes mom, I don't know with them. We're the ones who's giving money to the company, but they're acting like this. " I rolled my eyes.

"Oh dear! I hate Yang." Mom said, and keep quiet directly when Lisa is performing already.

We're both holding Ipads, voting for Lisa.
After logging to multiple accoubts for voting, I focused on my girlfriends performance.

I saw how she shake her butt. Oh damn! She's hot! I remember how she grinds on me. My cheeks feels hot. Oh girl!

I secretly looked at mom. I fanned myself elegantly with my hands.

How dare me to think about those stuff while my girlfriends performing. My god!

I can't help it. It's really an advantage having a dancer girlfriend, she can do much more. Like not just on the dancefloor, but in bed.

She's already done with her performance. We're just waiting for the result.

"The winner is ........ Aespa." I shooked on my seat. Shit! I can't believe this. Lisa is third place this time. I can't take it.

My babies smiling wide in the cameras, but I know she's killing inside.

"Blame YG for not promoting their idols well. Poor Lisa!". Mom get off the couch and go straight to the kitchen

I dialled Lisa's number. First ring. Second ring. Third ring. Damn it! She's not answering.