summary - right after the events of endgame, you grieved over your best friend, natasha's death, but at least your girlfriend is there to comfort you.
warnings - death, depression,
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(also let me know if i got any of these wrong, i haven't experienced any bad mental health issues.)
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1st person
we had just gotten back to the compound, i was hurting. badly.
right after my girlfriend had came back which had been the best news, bad news always had to come afterwards and the bad news was that my best friend, natasha, sacrificed herself for everything that day. she had helped me get through everything way before i even met wanda. i became numb after getting the news, not even my girlfriend could cheer me up.
when ever she tried i would just not acknowledge her at all. not on purpose, i was just always to busy thinking about all of the good memories i had with nat. the only times i would actually notice is her when we're cuddling in bed even though nat was the only thing on i would have on my mind.
this of course took a huge toll on my mental health. sometimes i wouldn't even come out of our room. i would only get up to go to the bathroom and maybe get a snack every once and a while.
wanda was always the one to make food for the the team. i would try and go downstairs and eat in the dining room every once and while but it didn't feel the same without nat, and i would end up breaking down almost every time, so wanda would have to bring food up for me almost everyday.
i felt as if i was a burden to my girlfriend. almost every time she tried to talk to me i had ignored her, it felt like i haven't spoken a word to her since i was told that nat died.
one day she walked in on me crying. this hasn't been the first time, but every time she does see me crying she always comes to my aid, which i feel like i haven't done. i knew she was grieving as well, because of visions death.
i knew they were close, though every time i had seen them talk i always felt jealous. which of course made me feel worse now since i knew she had never cheated on me or will ever end up cheating on me.
i finally asked her, "am i a burden?"
"no of course not," she said reassuringly, "why do you think that?"
"i feel as if i'm not here for you right now, i know you're probably still grieving over vision, and i feel like i haven't been there for you recently," i said as tears were still streaming down my face.
"i may still be grieving over him but, you're way more important than me right now. you're mental health is way worse than mine," she said comfortingly. "we can go cuddle if you'd like," she said as i nodded.
we slowly got up and started walking towards our bed, her getting in after me, spooning me as i slowly fell asleep.
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(473 words)
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