Never Have I Ever Been Catfished

My Experiences Your Lessons

-crossing my legs and sitting in front of you-

Roleplaying: (v.) To act and speak as if you are the character you're portraying.Most roleplaying that occurs is in an online setting, such as an online game, a chat room, etc
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"I've been Catfished"

It's hard for me to really talk about this but hopefully I can write a few chapters on this ...but deep down it still kills me. I was never able to tell anyone cause y'know cause they wouldn't understand . If you try to tell someone
"hey I think I'm in love with someone on the Internet"

they would laugh.

I know Ive been on @Fromhell-
For almost a week but, I have been here, on wattpad for almost 6 years. I have roleplayed on several different accounts and actually know a couple of you ...

..I have been catfished about 9 times and it's a shock that this so called "Roleplaying world" that we all are apart of is actually making us abandon who we are as an individual. I thought the whole point of roleplaying was to have fun, meet new people and well roleplay duh?

I have talked to people from all across the world and listen to their stories -laughs- which changed me a whole lot. It made me realize that the problems I face isn't as big as poverty or war.

As technology is rapidly developing , our interaction with one another are changing. And just because you are "Anonymous" doesn't give you the right to pretend to be someone you are not. I have met people on wattpad, who claim to be cutter, depressed, have anerxiy, been placed in foster care, who are runaways, and have been either sexually or physical abuse.

But most of their stories aren't creditable at all. I'm not saying they aren't true, but why come on a social media platform to talk to talk about your problems...

-sighing- the reason why I have decided to write this book is because I was looking through my old pictures on facebook ...and realizing that I don't have that 'big and fat' smile on my face that I use to have. No.. My friend convinced me to and she's right. It would cause my heart so much , if there is someone else going through that same thing I'm going through and I didn't do anything to stop it.

*** It's hard for me to do what I'm doing right now , so please don't message me about it..."my heart is broken and occasional I want to make it stop beating" but I chose not to cause I still have hope in love. Despite the fact that I live in a fucked up society

*** disclaimer, I am not using the name of the person for safety purposes. Plus it would be a bitch move to do that lol

Now here's the book...Never Have I Ever Been Catfished