Something about her

Chapter 11

So in two weeks it will be Christmas and so far. I went from an abuse relationship to a loving relationship with Aaron Hotchner. I had our beautiful daughter Erin named her after my mom Erin strauss. Ian Doyle killed my ex boyfriend Andrew. Oh and Aaron caught me and JJ in bed together naked so that fun.

" Em baby get up!" Aaron said. Ugh Aaron five more minutes please " Em we have a case! We're meeting everyone on the jet" baby can I go in my lazy clothes? " I guess Em, but don't forget to pack Erin clothes so liv can see her." Wait? We're bringing Erin  , that means I have to pump before I leave or I'll start leaking . Do you know how long it take me to pump Aaron 30 fucken minutes Aaron that's how long it take to pump for Erin . She's only 8 months old Aaron and I already bagged here 12 bags of breast milk for her. " why 12?" Because Aaron normally she didn't want to take it from my Boobs ok! Now you get here stuff ready while I get my bag.

2 hours later we arrived to the jet, I had Erin  in a moby wrapped  asleep on my chest. . Aaron grabbed our bags and we up to warned everyone I wasn't in a good mood so don't say anything. But for the team they did under Stand what Aaron was saying.  " hey mama's did you even change your pjs?" Derek said you know what Derek why wouldn't you just shut the hell up and mind your dam Business but ooh mr cool man or chocolate thunder don't know how to worry about himself because his business , is about other people sex life or how there doing or how there dressed. And Derek to answer your question I'm like this because I have to pump milk for Erin so excuse me if I look like crap!! * Erin start crying * I go sit on the couch with Erin still around me. " Em?" JJ said what JJ !  " baby give me Erin, and JJ take her to the bathroom and fixed her up" Aaron said.

I rolled my eyes as I got up and walked into the bathroom of the jet. As soon I walked in JJ quickly closed the door and pushed me into the wall. " Emily what wrong" I couldn't focus her warm breath on my neck her hands between my legs... her fingers traveled onto the waist band of my tights . Her beautiful blue eyes and soft lips . As I was daydreaming about JJ I felt here fingers rubbing my clit . And next thing i know here lips where on mine. " maybe you and Erin can bunk with me" JJ said shit JJ please don't stop... "dose Em need to cum?" y-yeah please can I cum ! " Em cum for mommy" ssshhhiiittt!!!!! Jennifer.... " I had to use the bathroom so when I walked in I saw JJ eating Em out while em played with JJ boobs,so I quickly left " Spencer said. did you really have to pull my hair like that " sorry Em ...mmm you taste good" shit JJ that's was good thanks!!! " well Em if your having a bad day let me know okay?" As long we can keep doing this then I'm in. " perfect Emily" JJ said.

We walked out of the jet everyone was asleep I grabbed Erin as it was time to breast feed her. I throw a blanket of my shoulder while I feed her and JJ just keep smiling at me . What Jennifer? " I just never know how happy you are" JJ said I am happy JJ I have a sister and a daughter and two amazing and wonderful son and a good looking boyfriend " ooh Emily your just waiting for a ring on that finger" Jennifer Jareau shut up but yeah I won't mind being mrs Hotchner. Erin finished drinking and  I burped her . " ooh Em your leaking" JJ it's fine it happen after Erin drink . " here I got you" JJ put her mouth on my boob her tong on my Nipples she began to drink from me . " i whisper " Jay! Everyone is waking  up . " mmm mommy Em taste good"

" aww isn't it my sister em !" What's give liv " I'm pregnant!! And it's Elliot" so you guys got together? " hey my favorite sister-in-law?" Elliot said wait what ! " we're getting married!!!!" Liv said oh umm excuse me. I quickly got up and ran to the bathroom and I broke down crying . " what's here probably?" Fin said " I go check on her" kat said. " Em is having a hard morning" Aaron said " yea but it wasn't ruff morning when she was yelling JJ name out?" Spencer said

" em ? Baby what wrong" I'm happy for Liv I am it's just I thought I would of been the first to get married . But I mean I'm happy for her I am really ( sobbing) " ooh Em baby he just proposed to her yesterday when she found out she was pregnant" really? Kat! " em yes she found out she was pregnant yesterday and that when Elliot asked if she will married him.. now tell me what wrong?" Oh kat I been up since 3 in the morning I had to pump twice I got eaten out in the bathroom jet by JJ and she licked my boobs because I was leaking and Aaron and I been together since I was pregnant with Erin and I got no promise ring or no engagement ring. Where my right were my happy ending. Kat maybe I should go I don't feel too good. " Em!!" No Kat let me go please I need to think. " fine Em"

As I walked out of the bathroom I walked to my favorite spot in New York. It was winter and here I am in a T-shirt and tights so I'm basically freezing my ass off. I was at the park . " kat where Em" Liv said " she's went for a walk... look Liv you brought the whole engagement/ pregnancy announcement on here fast , she's happy for you but ! Aaron you and Em been together for about 9 mount and Erin is 8 months old and she upset that you haven't gotten her a ring yet and just so you all know Em outside in New York in a T-shirt and tights she's freezing her ass off." Kat said " I have an engagement ring for Emily! I was going to propose to her here on Christmas Eve with her family and friends" Aaron said.

It was so cold outside my nose was turning pink a bit my nose stuffy my eyes red and puffy . I was about to go back when I felt someone grabbed me pushed me up against the wall his hand in my tights I kicked me I herd him undoing his belt. His wrist there was a clover tattoo. He had a ski mask on . I couldn't move I felt paralyze I couldn't breathe I couldn't move my legs I couldn't fight back I went form #1 strong woman in the fbi to a week fbi woman who let her Gerard down .  I felt him put himself inside me and after a few thrust he cum and left.

I walked back to station I waited until everyone left, I walked in and I saw fin and kat still there. " oh my gosh Em"  kat said" what happened" fin said   Can I get a blanket I'm going to crash in liv office please don't say anything to anyone " Em baby you look like you were attack" fin said " and sexually assaulted" Kat said I was! *I broke down crying* I couldn't fight I was weak after all those years of making me tuff and strong a felt week and I couldn't fight back . I yelled kept saying stop no but he kept hitting me and I think he cut me as well. " left up your shirt " fin said hell no fin!! " Emily we all seen you naked" fine . We were in Liv office kat stitch me up and they stayed with me in until I fell asleep. " fin you should go I'll stay with Em" Kat said " ok I'll call Liv and let her know Em In her office" fin said " okay fin" kat said.

"Emily never came back to the hotel and I'm worried. JJ took Erin back to the station so Erin could see Liv." Aaron said kat! How am I supposed to Aaron touch me or hold me now what if I freak out what if I'm can't do this . " Emily look you will recover but it will take time" kat said kat I want you and fin to take me to the hospital and get a rape kit done " okay Em but we have to tell your team" Kat said I don't know if I can do that kat I cat tell them what happened to . " Em what's Kat talking about?" JJ said