I hate you

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"Lela?!?!" She said. I froze. I looked at Sky and she mouthed 'Talk. To. Her.' I slowly turned around and looked at Ariana. I felt like punching her but i couldn't, at least not with Sky in the room. It was only me, "Her", and Skylar in the room. Thank god. I felt my self get pale and she must have noticed because she said, "It should be me being nervous, not you." she said while fidgeting like she was scared I was gonna beat her up. I wanted to. That's when I finally found my voice. "Yea it should be you that's nervous. NOT ME!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE HAD TO DEAL WITH!!!!! YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU!!!! YOU KNOW WHY?!??! BECAUSE YOU ABANDONED ME!!!! YOU DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO STOP HER FROM GIVING ME AWAY!!!!! YOU COULD HAVE FOUND ME AT ANY TIME. YOU DONT KNOW HOW LONG I USED TO STAY UP THINKING ABOUT YOU. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH!!!!" SO FUCK YOU!!!! I AM ONLY HERE CAUSE SKLAR MADE ME GO!!!!!!" I yelled. "Uhhhh I have to go to the uhhhh bathroom." Skylar said while running out of the room. Ariana got pale because she knew what i was going to do next. I started walking toward her, really slowly. She backed up until she was up against a wall. "Face or stomach?" I asked quietly. "W-what?" She asked. I could tell she was terrified. Good. "Face or stomach?" I growled. "F-f-face. I deserve it." She stuttered. "Good now, how many times do you think you deserve?" I growled, enjoying this. "t-ten." she said. "Why I asked. "B-b-because that's how many years I could have found you but I didn't." "Yes, and do you know how much i have been through in those ten years?" "H-how bad could it have b-been?" She asked. "wrong move." I said, punching her in the stomach. (Oh yeah, I forgot to say, I look just like her, but I dyed my hair light blue.) She doubled over. "Now, ten you said?" Without waiting for an answer i punched her straight in the nose, then the eye. When I was done, she had a cut lip, black eye, bloody nose, bruises on her cheeks and a couple of cuts. I backed away and kicked a wall, breaking my foot in the process. "AGGGGHHHH!!!" I screamed in pain. "How bad was it. really?" Ariana asked. "MY "DAD" FUCKING HAS BEEN RAPING ME SINCE I WAS 10. THATS FOUR FUCKING YEARS. MY "MOM" HAS BEEN BEATING ME FOR EVEN LONGER. YOU COULD HAVE STOPPED IT, BUT YOU DIDN'T. I'M ASHAMED TO BE EVEN RELATED. EVERYONE BUT SKYLAR HATES ME. I GET BEAT UP AT SCHOOL, I CUT. OK?!?! I FUCKING CUT MYSELF BECAUSE THE PAIN GET TO BE TOO MUCH. AND EVERY TIME I DO, I THINK ABOUT HOW YOU COULD HAVE STOPPED IT ALL!!!!!" I screamed from across the room.
A/N: hey what do you think?

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