Emo love story

The wedding day

Jade POV
Today is my wedding day and i am excited to be married to nathan i love him all my heart i cant live without him.

I took a shower put my hair in a bun and put flowers in it "mom can you do my makeup" i asked my mother was surprised and excited.

Few min later my mom was finished with my make up i put on my dress and looked in the mirror my mom was crying even Katie was crying i couldnt cry because my make up will be ruined.

I breathed in and out because i was nervous "its going to be okay jade" my parents say together "thank you " i hooked my arm around my dads arm and walked down "the money is all mine" i rolled my eyes.

"Dad i love him for who he is" his eyes went wide "w-what you love him" i nodded "thats why i am marrying him" my dad let go and i am standing there i look at nathan he was handsome im so happy to be with him.

"Where are the rings" the guy said when we got the rings i put one on nathan hand he smiled and i smiled back when the ring was halfway on my finger and i look up his eyes went up his head and he fell i grabbed him tears were coming like a waterfall.

"NATHAN NATHAN WAKE UP NO NO PLEASE BE OK" nathan kissed me deeply and i hugged tightly "jade im not going to make it" i shake my head "yes you will you will make it " i looked up and see my dad walk over.

"Jade nathan has a heart condition i knew he was about to die and me and his parents arrange this marriage so me and his family will get 2 as much money as we already have also we did this because he is going die anyway so thats why i did this i didnt know you loved him" my dad was crying i was angry furious and sad i wanted to punch him but i was crying to much my tears are making my vision blurry.

I look down at nathan he smiles kisses me with more love then ever he wipes me tears away "its okay jade i love you i wont ever stop loving you-" when he said that last word his eyes closes and his arm fell onto his chest.

I cried and screamed "NATHAN WHYY JUST WHYYY" i cried in his chest and punching the ground hard.

(Half a year later)
I wake up looking at the ring on my counter i shake my head and sigh i got up and walked into my bathroom i look in the mirror disgusted my hair was all over i had bags under my eyes.

I wash my face and got undressed to take a hot shower since nathan is gone i have been more depressed a couple of times i will faint because I hadnt eat much or i cut too deep.

I look down and sigh deeply looking at the scars and cuts on my hips wrist and thigh.

I got out of the shower and put on a bvb shirt skinny jeans and converse then head out the door i look at the ground and walk.

Katie walked up to me "hey jade feeling better?" I sigh and shake my head i didnt want to talk to anyone today.

Katie frowns "jade its okay you have me " she smiles happily i gave a small grin "see your grinning better then nothing" i smiled and she hugs me.

Me and katie goes into the bakery and gets dressed we made more cakes and other treats as john mope the ground and wipe the tables.

John had to do paper work in his office so i wiped the tables and katie kept baking.

I switched the signs to open and open the curtains its a bright beautiful day and i thought it was cloudy i guess it was my imagination.

As i finish wiping the counters i heard the door open i turned around "welcome to our bak-" i stopped and looked at jake he waves and smiles brightly.

I sigh "what do you want" he flipped his hair witch was cute he waved his hands in my face as i snap back into earth.

"Hey jade you okay?" He chuckles i blush deeply and lead him to a table near the windows.

"What should i get for you?" I smiled and he smiles back witch made my heart race i thought i was over him i guess i wasnt.

"Um tea and a slice of red velvet" i nodded and walked into the kitchen katie nudges me "w-what" she smirks "you like him" i roll my eyes and blush.

"I do but he cant know that it feels wrong dating him again after nathan" i sigh and pour the tea into the tea cup putting sugar cubes on the side.

"Its okay jade you earned this you have been depressed and sad so you earn happiness from what just happened the day of the wedding" i hugged her tightly and nodded.

I walk over the jakes table his head turns and look at me he smiles and i smile back "here you go one slice of red velvet and tea anything else?" He looks up.

"Can i ask you a question?" I nodded happily will he ask me out i hope "well my friend is having a party tonight i can come pick you up also katie can come too" he says with a smile drinking his tea.

"Well okay i will love too" i smile happily "pick you up at 8 also im happy that you are okay i really miss having you around" i smile and blush while walking away.

"Katie katie KATIE!!" I say jumping up and down happily probably people staring at me behind the counter "what is it jade?" She giggles at me "jake invited us to a party and he is picking us up at 8 my house okay" katie jumps up and down with me.

"Of course of course we are totally going shopping" i nodded "hey jade can you do the cashier?" I nod "okay " i take people to some of there tables i am really excited for the party.

I look at the clock it was 5:30 sadly i cant wait any longer but it is worth to go out again my parents would be glad.

I miss nathan vary much i hate mix feelings it makes me pissed sometimes it just makes me want to punch the wall until my knuckles bleed.