The hallway crush

part 4

kissed me oh my gosh he kissed me it was like a scene from a movie thing were just escalating really fast.i will let you guys imagine the rest.after we were done we layed right next to each other out of breath woah that was amazing y/n.i know it was as i kissed him and went to get up forgetting i was naked when i got up it exposed my body i quickly got a blanket and rapped it around myself and ran to the restroom hoping none of his family would see me.

i was running down the hall to the restroom and i crashed into her she is one year older then Alex but when i bumped into her i fell which mean so did the blanket she screams as i quickly got up and everybody ran upstairs i was trying my hardest not to cry but his mother ran up the stairs but by the time i tried to go to Alex's room his mom was there.

alex what the fuck is this slut doing in my house she yelled.at this point i was crying i didn't even know what to say or do so i just stayed still.still shocked about what alex's mom called me

what the hell mom dont talk to y/n like that Alex this is like the third girl you brought home this week you cant just be bringing sluts into my house.

once my mom had said that i looked at y/n she started to cry even more she ran straight to my room i ran after her.come on y/n its not what it sounded like.

what ever fuck you alex you just used me for my body like every other guy i dated i slapped my mouth after i said that i wasn't supposed to tell alex that

they did what now.

nothing just stay the fuck away from me don't call me don't text me and don.t even try to do anything.i ran to my car crying how could alex do this to my he was just like the rest of the guys i have dated in the past i really thought he was better than this but i guess guys aren't always what you thought they would be.i was just screaming and crying i didn't even eat the rest of the day i couldn't even think about food i just went to my room and cried my self to sleep.

got some times my mom makes me so mad she couldn't have said that infront of y/n like that but i dont know why y/n would go off running like that its not even like i am dating her but i really liked her and of course my mom had to fuck it up for me i just hate my self but i fucked myself if this situation i shouldnt have slept with those girl because now i hurt y/n i cant even look at myself i dont know what the hell is wrong with me.

i woke up the next day feeling like shit i didnt want to go to school today i just slept half of the day i threw up a few times today since i havent ate but its nothing new i always starve myself i didnt wanna see alexs face or voice i just wanted to stay home and die.

i woke up and got ready even though i know y/n wouldnt be at school anyways so i walked into to school there was this new girl she was really hot but i went to school drunk that day i couldn't even walk straight nor was i thinking straight so i went to shoot my shot then i talked to her the rest of the day and after school what did i do take her home like a fucking idiot and i slept with her.

i was driving around town blasting music then i bast by alexs house and i know it wasn't his sister friend because she wasnt home and she had her hair all messed up and same with her makeup god i felt so much pain i didn't even give a fuck how high over the speed limit i was going.

i was taking a corner and boom i went head on with a truck i woke up in the hospital with alex and his mom right next to me i felt so sick i have never felt this way before when i opened my eye i seen Alex eyes really red and puffy.

omg y/n your away as he hugged me so tight.

yes i am awake and can you get off of me i cant breath.

oh yeah sorry

we were just hanging around until i had surgery on my back from the crash i talked to alex and told him.if anything happens to me just know that i love you very much and if something does happen don't be down go live life and enjoy it to the fullest.

i was waiting around in the waiting room waiting for the doctors to tell me whats going on with y/n until finally one of the doctors came out with a sad look on his face and told me.i am so sorry to have to tell you this put we tried everything we could but she didn't wake up.no are serious as he shook his head i felt like my heart flew out of my chest i ran to my mom crying in her chest yelling. why y/n why couldn't haven been me i didn't even get to say sorry so much regret so much pain until felt numb until y/n's funeral.

i had to give my speech next got i don't think i can to it but i when are there with a brave face knowing deep down i wanted to burst out crying.as tears rolled down my cheek i started my speech.y/n y/l/n you are near even if i don't see you you are with me even if you are far away.you are in my heart,in my thoughts.in my life. as everybody started clapping it was finally my turn to go see y/n at least she looked peaceful i burst out crying hugging my mom until the day was finally over

the end

sorry this was really short but i kinda got tired of the story but i tried my best so i hope you enjoyed it but thank you guys so much