unexpected love

Untitled Part 16

Lillys pov.

Its been 3 weeks since I've spoken to Justin, he hasn't been in school much lately . hes been missing football practice and skipping games i got really worried about him but my friends kept telling me that hes not my problem anymore. which I tried to believe but its hard.

right now I was at my locker getting ready to go to English its the class i have with Justin and hes not here today but ryan is and i'm going to ask him how he is

I got into English class and i saw ryan I wrote him a note

How is he???

"Ryan" I whisper I gave him the note he looked at the note then back at me an started writing.

Not good he hasn't left his room in 3 days, he hasn't had social contact with anyone. I went to his house yesterday and his mom said that he wasn't doing good I went to his room and he was high Lilly he was high he hasn't gotten high since his parents got a divorce which was 5 years ago. he kept telling me how much he misses you and how he wants you back and then I got him to bed and he just kept telling me to call you but he finally fell asleep.

I ruined him I ruined Justin Bieber

the whole class that was the only thing on my mined about how hurt he must be he took this break up way worse then I did I mean yeah I'm upset and I tried evreything to get him off my mined but nothing to seem to work

class was over and Ryan came over to me as I was walking to history

"you should really go talk to him i think it would be good for the both of you"

"I don't know ry he really messed up, he told me i was all part of a bet like how could someone be so selfish"

"yeah umm about that umm i kinda was the one who bet him to ask you out i'm really sorry lilly i didn't think it would go this far"

"it's fine i'm over it"

"okay well i really think you should consider seeing him after school"

and with that we went out separate ways.

*end of the day*

schools over and i have had Justin on mind all day I think i'm just going to suck it up and see him

i drove to Justin's house and was there in 10 min I was sitting in the car for 5 debating whether I wanted to go in or not

I walked up to the front door and rang the door bell it opend and patty was standing there

"oh Lilly hi"

"hi patty umm is it okay if I speak to him real quick"

"of course" shes smiles

"you know he hasn't been him self lately at all an i'm getting really worried"

"i know Ryan was telling me"

we walk up to Justin's room and patty knocks

"Justin sweetie there's someone here to see you"

"mom I don't want to see Ryan right now i'm not in the mood tell him to go home"

"but its not ryan its me" I say as i walk past patty and open the door

I see him laying in his bed like he hasn't moved for weeks he looked at me his face looks pale his eyes are all puffy and red like he had been crying it breaks my heart to see him this way

'l-lilly w-what are you doing here"

"I came here to talk to you"

i walked over and sat on the bed

"Justin look I feel really bad for what I said but i think that we should just be friends for now you know give each other some time to think about this and I know that you want to be with me and I want to be with you to but I just need some more time"

"3 weeks wasn't enough"

"umm no it wasn't Justin it takes more than 3 weeks to get over the fact that you were Just part of some bet to someone you loved"

"okay i guess your right, and i'm sorry but I don't think I can be friends with someone I love"

my eyes slowly started to water

"I'm sorry lilly but its to much stress on me I'm not gonna sit here and not be able to kiss you or say things like "i love you" or call you babe i cant sit here and you not expect me to feel sad when you talk about other guys i'm sorry but I just cant do it"

"okay then ummm I guess this is goodbye"

i stood up from the bed and walked away an that was it that everything i lost my love my best friend gone.