From The Future's Past

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Yelena's POV

I woke up panting looking around the room seeing just a dark room. The nightmares aren't getting any better so much blood and pain. I may as well start the day now. I got up and looked to the clock to see it's 4 o'clock. I sighed and when out to the kitchen to get a coffee and sighed wishing I could have Vodka.

I got the cup and walked outside to see Natasha's daughter smoking, "hey little girl you know smoking kills." Green eyes looked into mine, "I don't really care I love how it feels." I sat down, "little girl you're falling apart." The girl takes another intake, "I don't really care cause she had my heart." The teenager was crying and smoking more.

"Ali... she wouldn't want you to do this to yourself little girl," green eyes turned back to me. "She's gone. She's never coming back. She doesn't even know me anymore I have nothing. I am nothing." Ali cried harder and hugged herself, "you have me. You have your mothers. You have your brothers. We all need you Alianovna Romanoff so please don't kill yourself in any form. You are a fighter baby girl don't let this be the thing that breaks you."

"I was broken a long time ago," I pulled the girl into my arms and felt her cry on my shoulder. I held her tighter, "I can't be strong anymore Aunty Yelena it's to much I feel to much pain. She was my everything," I played with her hair. "You don't have to be Ali I will be strong enough for the both of us," I whispered and Ali cried harder. I pulled the smoke pack away from her and threw it on the table.

"Yelena? Ali?" I looked up to see my big sister and asked, "nightmares?" Natasha sighed, "I know I shouldn't but it's all to much sometimes." I moved my free hand to Natasha and held her hand, "it's okay."

"Is this the group for broken girls?" I heard a thick Sokovian accent and Wanda sat down on the steps. "Yeah, seems so sister in law," I looked to the dark brown haired woman. "The groups got bigger since last time," Wanda whispered. Natasha looked to her, "Wanda about the raft I-" Wanda turned around, "I don't blame you Nat it wasn't your fault. Plus, however would we be even if you didn't have a part shipping me off there." The other blonde looked down, "Wanda I... I..."

"I don't blame anyone it was my job to protect my... our... our sons. It was my own fault they caught me," Wanda looked back to the sun rise. I held Ali and feel that her breath has gotten even, "Ali?" The teenager looked up at me, "yeah Aunty Yelena?" The crying and lack of energy brought out her slight Sokovia Russian accent. "I just want you to know that this-" I gestured to the group of us, "- We are always up this early and any one of us will help you in a heartbeat."

I kissed her head and I notice her holding onto something, "what have you got there little girl." I smiled softly and she pulled out a dog tag with 'S.Volkov' on it and an engagement ring on the necklace.

"If it was meant to be baby girl she'll come back to you faith always has a way of doing that even in the form of an annoying 17 year old red head dragging you half way around the world with your older sister and the mother of that annoying 17 year old red head." I smiled and Ali laughed, "you love me Aunty Yelena you can't lie."