Persona Record: On a Road of Time

Special Part: Discussing Mental Health & Update

(VERY IMPORTANT PLEASE READ EVERYTHING!)

Hey everyone it's me The Writer Silver~Chan, now I am gonna reveal things I have planned for Persona Record and Stuff you may have not known but I am gonna share it here some of it is Serious.

Now First Off Let's Start With the Serious Parts to get it off my Chest.
Now One Things you may not know Though I've mentioned it in My BIO, is that I am very Socially Awkward and Suffer from Anxiety.

My Mental Health has been a Huge Deal for me as of Writing this, That I now have to Medicine Because of it, I've been having Bad Panic Attacks, Where my Heart Races and I Feel So Confused to what's around me that it's hard to Calm down, or I feel this Wave of Anxiety come over me all of a Sudden in the place i am at and I feel scared for no reason.

The Reason I am bringing this up, is because she's been infecting my Writing,
No just on Persona Record, so I am getting a lot of Writer's Blocks Because of it.

The Reason I wanted to Do Persona Record: On a Road of Time in June, was Because that is a month in summer and a Perfect Setting for me because the Story setting was in Summer.
But since It gave me a big break from Persona Record to Relax a bit with a Fresh Brain and Mind to not just work on other things but get settled for On a Road of Time In June, I had some hard obstacles to go through.

And a it started in May of This Year (2021),
You see I am afraid of hypodermic needles,
That means I am afraid of Getting Vaccines,
I am not against Vaccines, I am not Anti-Vax, I am just one of those people who have a hard time with getting a Them, that makes you Faint or Throw up because you're so scared or you Cry uncontrollably.

Now Everyone Knows what Covid-19 is Right it's a Bunch of F**** S*****!,
2020 was not only the Year I Started Persona Record was a Bad Year for everyone because the World changed into a mess of the Pandemic and to anyone who is reading this in the future and has no idea what Covid is, it was Hell, it was literally hell! Everyone!

It was the Start of my Panic Attacks, and I started to feel all alone like no one was there to help me and I was in this Dark place and I couldn't Reach anyone and I didn't know why, but in Reality was Looked fine but I was not and a lot of people I know who cared about me try to help but I just kept pushing them away.

Now Everyone knows Mental Health is Really Serious and Needs to Be Taken Very Seriously, VERY IMPORTANT VERY SERIOUS!, And still to this Day it still needs to improve.

I am fine now, because I had help from others and I Accepted their Help and tried to push my untrust and paranoia aside.
And it Actually Helped me when talking to someone about my problems.
I don't know if I am making any sense at this point, but if you are in a State of Confusion, definitely talk to someone you Trust that will listen, because if you keep it bottled up it's just gonna bring More Stress to you.

I've been Suffering With it For a Very long time, Before I Even started Persona Record,
But Writing Persona Record was the Best thing I ever did because I made a lot of people enjoy my writing to a whole new level. And I was able to keep going with everyone's support that I even met an Awesome friend.

Now I Got a lot of Awesome friends, but she is on Top Level with my Friend Catalina who cares a lot about me, basically in the level where I consider the Friends I have who understand me all the time, no like my friends don't understand me, they are basically the friends that will Drop what they need to do and just use the Time they have to come and check up on you and say "Hey How are you"? "You seem sad, let's talk".