KAM IMAGINES

Sad & Cute

Lauren: Fair Skin, Ombré Hair long, Blue eyes, Fair skin, Jakes Girlfriend

Jake was sleeping in his bed and I sat on the bathroom floor in utter sadness. My knees were pulled up to my aching chest and I laid my head on my knees. My phone was next to me opened up on a picture of Jake and I smiling to the beach, but after reading the comments I didn't think I could ever smile that way again.
The hate used to never get to me, but now I can't get over it. The things they say is so hurtful and I don't know how to handle it anymore. I grabbed my phone and looked through more comments and my heart stopped when. I saw one.
JakesBae191: Jake tell that cow to stop touching you and come be with me. Lauren go do us all a favor and kill yourself!

I put my arm on my mouth to hide the loud sobs I was giving out. I stayed like this for a while feeling so sad and depressed and then I started believing the things they said. I am fat. I am ugly. I am better off dead. The fans would be happy. Kalin and Myles wouldn't have to deal with me tagging along all the time. Then there's Jake, he wouldn't have to be embarrassed of dating me.
I sighed and stood up looking in the mirror at myself, and then I grabbed a razor from the drawer. I held it up to my wrist and cut to the side and let the blood drip down my arm. I looked down an held the blade to my wrist getting ready to cute down ward and end the pain.
"I love you, Jake." I whispered and just as I was about to cut there was a knock on the door.
"Lauren? What are you doing babe?" he said through the door and I squealed and attempted to clean up the mess.
"J-just a minute!" I said and my voice was shaky.
"Lauren?" he said and stormed through the door. He looked me over and stopped at my blood streaked arm and his eyes widened. My knees felt shaky from all the tears and coming down from the adrenaline. I collapsed down and Jake caught me an softly set me down on the floor.
"Lauren! what happened?" he said and I started crying again.
"The fans hate me! everyone hates me!" I said and sobbed.
"Baby please stop! I love you I could never hate you," he said and then kissed my cheek. He grabbed a wash cloth and got warm water on it and then began rubbing it on my arm.
"I love you so much it hurts Lauren, how could you ever think I hated you?"
"They're right jake! Im ugly and an embarrassment. I'm so sorry you got stuck with me." I said and Jake grabbed me and kissed me tenderly.

"I'm not stuck with anyone! I love you I couldn't be happier to be with you! You're amazing, and strong, an so inspiring! You're free spirited, you wanna have fun, but you also love to spend days in bed. You're gorgeous with and without makeup, you're my kind of perfect and I couldn't be more lucky to have you! Lauren if anything your stuck with me! Please don't ever do this again, in so so sorry you went through this alone." he said and I cried now from how happy he made me.
"I'm sorry Jake, I shouldn't have done this." I said and he kissed both my cheeks and then my lips.
"No, don't apologize for this it's not your fault. I love you, Lauren. Come to bed, and if you ever feel this way again wake me up or talk to me please."
"I will I promise. I love you too Jake!" I said and we kissed one more time and then went to bed.