My supernatural life

Chap 19

Gilinsky pov

Today we hold Ashlynn's funeral it's been a couple days she cut to much and and the I can't do this

She was so relentless she lost so much blood I keep re seeing her body falling down I almost caught her I almost saved her I tried so hard

We are dressed in black everyones crying nash won't even come out his room shawn cries non stop he punches walls and is broken

Charles refuses to eat and I can't stop thinking of her fragile body covered in blood placed in my arms

I tired to heal her I tried to bring her back but nothing worked nothing brought her back in my arms

I can't even think of anything ashlynn didn't even let shawn explain that , the girl was just his cousin and he was awkward towards her because

His cousin was hooking up with Charles and damn I just can't even think me and jack , Charles , nash , shawn , all the girls, and the rest of the boys are speaking on her behalf

I looked down at her pale lifeless body she was wearing a beautiful vintage white dress that made her look like a doll

She was wearing makeup that fit her perfectly she was holding onto a pink rose and her cuts where visible

I kissed her forehead and moved along

The funeral ended and we all put ashlynn in a big white quart house we didn't want to bury her
It just didn't seem right

"Goodbye ashlynn" I whispered to the house walking away tears brimming my eyes

" stop shawn " I say looking at shawn surrounded by a couple empty bottles of whiskey shawn never drinks

"I lost her jack " he says chugging down another bottle

"Just stop shawn lets go home " I say grabbing him on his feet

" I loved her more than I loved myself " he whimpers