Falling for my kidnapper. Billie eilish imagine

part 21: love.

y'all might find that this chapter just drags and doesn't really go anywhere.
am sorry, was in my feels when writing this, needed something comforting to read back
hope y'all feel the same comfort i do when reading this<3

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when we parked up in the garage i got out of the car and unlocked the door to the house, letting billie walk in first.

i close the door behind me and sighed

'everything okay love?'

'mhm, i'm just tired' i mentioned, opening the fridge and taking out a bottle of water.

i opened it and took a sip, putting the lid on and placing it on the counter next to me.

i jumped up, sitting on the kitchen island and brought my attention to bil. i flashed her an unconvincing smile across the room and reached my arms out towards her, signalling her to come over.

she walked over to me and placed her hands on my hips, slowly moving her thumbs back and forth. i threw my arms around her neck and leant it till out foreheads touched. soon enough i moved my head to fall into the crook of her neck, inhaling her strong and very familiar vanilla scent. just her smell comforted me by itself. but along with her touch and attention, i don't think i'd feel safer anywhere else in the world.

i bought my left hand up to make soft contact with the side of her face, moving my thumb across her cheek while she did the same on my waist. i perked my lips to place a slow and loving kiss on her neck.

no matter how hard i tried i would never be able to explain the way her touch makes me feel. the way it feels when i kiss her. it's the most euphoric thing i think i will ever feel. it makes me feel like we were made for eachother, like it was meant to be or sum.

cringy shit i dunno.

wanting that feeling again i pulled my head from her neck, turning her head with the hand on her cheek and looked her directly in the eyes before perking my lips again to kiss her, she kissed back with the same energy causing those familiar butterflies, deep in the pit of my stomach.

i think i might have fallen in love.

bil moved her arms to wrap around my lower back and squeezed me tight, moving in to kiss me again. this time, even slower. it felt more like love rather than lust, it was a beautiful loving kiss that i never wanted to end.

i ran my fingers through her hair as we made out slowly. she pulled her phone out of her pocket therefore, pulling out of the kiss. i lowered my face back into the comfortable place in her neck as she clicked around on her phone. i only realised what she was doing when the sound of the beach by the neighbourhood began playing through the alexa speakers that were dotted in each room, all connected to echo the music where every we were in the house.

she placed her phone on the counter next to me and began to speak

'iiiiiiii' she dragged out before pausing
'wanna take care of you. will you let me do that' she said sweetly

portrayed by the innocent the tone in her voice, i knew she didn't mean it sexually. she just wanted to make me feel loved. when she said it like that, i knew we could be cuddling butt naked and she would even think of trying anything sexual.

that's the thing i love about bil. 99% of the time, my intuition can tell if she means something or not. i don't usually admit it, but deep down i always know what the outcome will be.

i slowly nodded into her neck in consequence to my long and tiring day at work, there's nothing more i want right now than to feel like the only girl in the world. that's how she can make me feel.

she mumbled a quick 'alright' and lifted me from under my thighs, wrapping my legs around her waist and she carried me through the house and into our bedroom.

she sat me down on the middle of the bed and lay herself so she was sat up against the head board. she took her shoes off and i did the same, then billie leant back to her place and beckoned me to come over. as soon as i got close enough , her hands were on my waist and she was guiding me to top her. i straddled across her hips and she ran her hands up and down mine.

'gimme me a kiss' she said faintly over the loud music

i allowed my body to fall gently into hers, pressing my chest on hers, my eyes locked on hers.

we pressed out lips against each other, eliciting that sweet euphoria. her arms roamed my body in a sensual, intimate way, making me feel everything i could possibly feel. billie smiled into out make out and so did i.

as our lips moved in sync the first song came to a finish. the sweet sounds of us kissing filled the room before another song: i wanna be your girlfriend by girlinred began playing.

billies hands worked their way up my body and to the bottom of the crop top i was wearing. she slowly pulled it i up to my shoulders before i backed up, doing the rest myself.

'you're so perfect baby. damn'

with i huge smile on my face i instantly took my place back where i was before, billie now, hands all over my chest.

after a few long minutes, billie let her self fall so she was lying down, me still on top of her.
instead of continuing what we started, i shuffled down slightly and lay my head on Billies chest. her fingertips grazed over the skin on my back creating comforting and continuous tickles. my focus came to her heartbeat, my breathing began to match hers; the longer i listened. until we were in sync.

bil leaned to place a kiss on my head before she spoke quietly

"you wanna sleep pretty girl?"

i smiled subtlety, letting out a faint 'mhm' and nodded while snuggling into her as much as i could, placing my hand on the side of her ribs.

just as i closed my eyes billie turned over, flipping me onto my back and getting up from the bed. i groaned but stopped when she crossed her arms to take her shirt over her head, along with slipping off her sweats. my frown turned into a content expression, reaching down to take my own sweats off.

us both left in our underwear, billie crawled back in the bed and jumped on me, her arms around my body, rolling us both around, her giggling.

'billieeeeee' i groaned, half laughing

she just giggled, calming down and moving into a comfortable position. we faced eachother, tangling our legs. my head, slightly lower than hers, on her chest so i could hear her heartbeat. as we both calmed down i stuck my tongue out to lick one of her boobs.

she flinched away 'girl wtf, you nasty' we both laughed

'i'm not tired anymoreeee'

'baby. you've literally been at work all day, how the fuck are you not wanting a nap right now?'

'bro, you cannot expect to give me more love than i've ever received, within the space of an hour and not be thinking about it for hours and hours.'

bil let out a quiet laugh

'you feel loved huh?' a smirk keeps on her face

i tried to hide my smile as i spoke 'mhm, like really fucking loved'

'that's all i ever wanna make you feel. my pretty girl'

in that moment, i felt so overwhelmed with the way she made me feel. i furrowed my eyebrows as i felt tears coming to my eyes. i'm not soft but the level of happiness and love i felt was too much.

i let the tears fall down my cheeks as i closed my eyes once more, drifting off into the best sleep i could imagine.

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that's the kinda love i wanna feel.