Panic: Zalfie

Chapter 8-Say yes

Warning: this is all over the place

||Alfie||

How do I ask her? I'm gonna have to tell her about... It before I ask her. What if that changes her mind? What if she says no?

I'm pacing back and forth in the bathroom of the hotel room we're staying at in Santorini. Zoe's already asleep after our long day, I probably should be too, but I can't sleep. I told myself I'd tell her the last day we're here, aka tomorrow... But I don't know if I can do it?

I glance down at the tiny box sitting infront of me, I can do this. How will she react? Ugh I need sleep.

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"Hey, Zo?" We were sitting in bed after spending the whole day on a boat.

We'd both gotten sunburns out of the process but it meant that we got to give eachother aloe massages so it wasn't all bad.

"Yea?" Even with a red face (and matching body) she was beautiful, her bright blue eyes a strange contrast to the color the sun had made her.

"I uh... I- I think Louise called you earlier you should call her back." Dammit, I chickened out... Again. I tried twice on the boat, both times freaking out and covering, then again at dinner, and now. Maybe I'll just do it once we get to LA

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||Zoe||

Alfie'd been acting weird. We'd gotten to LA about 5 minutes ago, sitting in silence while we waited for the pilot to tell us we were safe to leave. I can't remember the last time Alfie and I spent 5 minutes not talking unless we were asleep.

Maybe he's angry, but what is there to be mad about? He was getting laid, we had a great week in the sun, I hadnt have a panic attack since we got to Santorini, and were going to be stating with Tyler for a whole week!

I watched as Alfie got our carry-ons out of the over head compartment, taking mine and walking towards the turminal with him behind me. We got our other bags and headed towards where our short blonde haired friend would be waiting.

He was holding a sign saying 'Zalfie' and Alfie vlogged as I practically sprinted into Tyler's arms.

"Hey Zo!" His chirpy voice announced into my ear. I let go of him after a few seconds "HASHTAG ZYLER!" He announced to Alfie's camera before hugging my boyfriend.

"Tyler don't encourage them! The last time we joked about you being one I our boyfriends the fans flipped!" He smiled apologetically at my statement and told the fans that he was gay and if he was going for one of the YouTube boy banders, it would be Joe or Caspar, as they're the only ones who don't have a girlfriend.

What our fans don't know, however is that while they don't have girlfriends, they do have eachother.

"What do you mean you're gay? I thought you said you were trying to help Alfie!" I joked, referencing the video from about three years ago that we'd made.

"Speaking of Jaspar, how are they? I haven't talked to either of them in a couple of weeks" Tyler asked after Alfie walked away mumbling about how weird we were.

"They're good, I think they were going to film a collab with Phan."

"Ooo Phan, do you think they'll come out any time soon?" He wiggled his eyebrows suggestively.

"They're not even together yet! Although Louise said that Phil is thinking of asking Dan out on valentines day..."

"That's so far away though! At playlist we need to play spin the bottle and get them together."

"Tyler, we can't force it, remember how annoyed you and Troye were?" I felt bad about the comment instantly, as his face fell at the mention of His boyfriend, "how is Troye?"

"I honestly don't know. His drinking habits are getting worst and he hasn't talked about it to me and I... I'm too far away to help him." He looked like he could break down any minute so I pulled him into a hug, telling him it would be okay, when in reality I wasn't sure it would be.

Last time I skyped with Troye he'd told me he kept getting so drunk he blacked out and woke up the next morning crazy hung over, and giving a terrible preformance. His fans were worried, Tyler was worried, I was worried.

Alfie walked back over, his camera tucked safely into his bag. "Should we get some food?"

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||Alfie||

"Zoe I've been trying to work up the balls to ask you, but before I do... I have to explain something. I can't have kids. I know you want them more than anything, and so do I, but I can't... So I thought I'd give you the chance to break up with me before I ask." He took me out to a gorgeous dinner. It was amazing and beautiful.

Then we went for a walk on Venice beach and he got down on one knee and now here we are.

"Alfie, there are tons of different ways to have kids. I would never break up with you over such a silly thing!"

"Okay... Well.. I love you a lot, Zoe, and I love waking up next to you every morning, and I love seeing you when I come home, and I love being with you... I love every quirk, every fault. I love you. Will you, Zoe Elizabeth Sugg, marry me?"

A/N: yea I know this chapter is crap and it's super short.

I wrote three chapters of Miles away in the time it took to write this little thing... I just couldn't get into it!

Also I didn't edit this so it's probably just ramble and badly written bits and pieces.

But it's here be happy.

Also I was digging through my notes when I found this thing my friend Lexie and I wrote and I thought I'd post it if you want to check it out it's called Bree's Murder house I think or maybe Murder house? I don't know I'm very tired.

Check out my other fics if you want!

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-Bree