Have you ever had someone, a best friend, a lover, someone who you could tell your whole life story too? Yeah? Me too... Only, my stories only leave my lips on the account that once they've heard it, they'll never turn back.
The reason why, is my town is to small and my heart is to big. I trust easy forget hard and honestly don't know a damn thing about anything I say. But that doesn't stop me.
So I look around, and all I can see are memories. And sadly, only the sad ones are there. Because where there once was a happy memory, it leads me down a lane that twists and turns and reminds me about how I messed up. How I was the mindset behind the curtain.
Maybe I am.
So when you turn left and turn right, maybe think about what you're doing. Remember the good. Forget the bad. Is it really that easy? For me?
No it's not.
I'll remember the bad and forget the good because to me, losing you, and you know who you are, it was the worst memory I can remember.
Sometimes, fading away is the best place. And going to that abyss. It is my savior. But if I'm there to long, I might get lost. And if I get lost, I might not come back. And then this person you know. This person all you people know, it'll be gone.
And what will be left?
A monster? A shell? A creature from the dark? And where will I be? Alone? Gone? Never to be seen again?
Well, today, the monster visited. And I forced him back as quickly as I could. But because he escaped, the memories returned. And then, I was in the abyss. And the worst part is...
I don't know if I've left yet
