jean doesnt realize her love for lisa until she (jean) gets a fatal disease that awakens her to her inner feelings, before she did everything herself but now... she cant anymore
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Recap: Jean was feeling deeply sick, coughing up flowers with a lot of blood, so she headed to the cathedral looking for her sister Barbara, who is quite well at healing. But... when Jean had arrived she found Barbara no where so asked one of the other nuns there named Rosaria if she knew where Barbara was until she suddenly passed out due to exhaustion.
(Jean's POV) Jean woke up on a bed while someone surrounding it. She quickly got up to sit on it trying to remember what had happened... "No you're okay you can lay back down!" a worried voice echoed the somewhat empty room. "Barbara...? Oh, I needed to ask you something-" before Jean could finish her sentence Barbara quickly pulled her in for a hug. "I know what it is but please don't try to run off afterwards, your disease is serious! Something you can't walk off!"
Jean sat and listened to what Barbara was trying to explain what was wrong with her. "You have the hanahaki disease. Do you know what that is?" Jean haven't ever heard of it, it seemed really bad though so she was worried. "It's when you have a crush on someone but you haven't told them yet. You cough the person you like favorites flower. There's only a few ways to get rid of it..." Barbara explained. "You have to confess to the person you like and they have to like you back, get surgery for it which is extremely expensive, or die from your disease."
Jean was flabbergasted! Who did she like? She's never had a crush before, she never had time for love. The circumstances to get rid of it are extreme too! The easiest one is to just confess to the person, but who was the special someone? Barbara sighed, "Jean.. I think I know who you like. If you thought about it too, I'm sure you could figure it out..?"
"Who do you think it is, Barbara?" I asked, I could tell Barbara hesitated for a bit but said, "I would guess Lisa... you always have something nice to say about her, you look so calm when talking to her. She seems to enjoy your company too!" Lisa? Well... I guess she kind of has a point. I couldn't think I would ever fall in love with someone like her though? "Huh... Interesting. I'll try considering other people though since I know a lot- mmh!" Purple spiked roses fall down my face onto the floor. Blood flows down along with it! "Jean, are you alright?!" Barbara rushed towards Jean. Jean realized Barbara was probably right. Purple roses... Lisa's favorite.
