'Where there is happiness, There is pain'
You gave up having the future with the love of your life.You loved him so much to the point of exhaustion.You chased him to the end of the road and kept going.Was it worth it? Chasing a man who was way out of your lead...
You stayed home one day during your day off.The only thing keeping you entertain was the interview between Kasamatsu and one of the famous talk show host.You weren't that interested until...
...He kneeled in front of one of the staff...
"I love you..,"was what he had told her.The woman, your best friend, who was well aware of your feeling about him, cried and hug him tightly nodding, smiling in glee.
You felt your heart ache painfully in your chest.He didn't love you...
Your hot tears flowed down your cheeks as you stare at the happy new couple hugging each other on national television.You couldn't handle it...
You avoided the two of them at all cost not that (best friend's name) cared but when Kasamatsu tried contacting you, you never answered.When you both had a part in the same drama you'd ignored him and only focused on the script.
Although one day you were told to do a kissing scene between Kasamatsu's character, Shuu and Your character, Hinami.
"Can't we just fake the kiss?!"
"I'm sorry (name)-san but it will take time to edit the kiss if we fake it,"But no matter how you tried to convince him he just rejected the idea...
"Is there a problem (director name)-san?"
"Oh! Kasamatsu! It's nothing it's just that (name)-san wants to fake the kissing scene"
Kasamatsu eyebrows raised at this,"We did stuff like this plenty of times (name)-san"
Your heart that once beat fast at your name coming out of his lips now made your heart speed up not in happiness but in pain.He was right thought.The both of you have done many kissing scenes even in other dramas.You both even had a shipping name!
You could recall how it made you happy when you would check the shipping website about both of you but now it was active as they only talked about how the ship was so disappointing.
"Yes, we did do stuff like this countless of times but now you have (best friend's name) wouldn't that hurt her if we did this scene?"You thought you saw Kasamatsu's eyes flash in pain for a moment but immediately he agreed with your statement and tried to convince the director as well.
And in the end you still had to do the scene.
"Shu..,"You said portraying as Hinami.
"Hinami, I love you,"Kasamatsu said in character.
He held your shoulder and started to lean in.You closed your eyes waiting for him to press his lips on you but you suddenly felt Kasamatsu place his head on your shoulder,"Sorry..."
"CUT!!! WHAT WAS THAT KASAMATSU!?!?"
The director screamed out his anger at Kasamatsu but...
"I'm sorry but I won't cheat on (best friend's name),"You knew it.
You immediately pull away from Kasamatsu's grasp and bowed excusing yourself as you ran to your dressing room, tears treating to spill from you eyes.You sat down on the chair and stared at your tear stricken face, your makeup smudged.
You pulled your sleeve up in frustration as you stare at the bloody bandage around your wrist.Yes you have been cutting ever since you found out about Kasamatsu and (best friend's name).The suddenly you heard someone entering the room as you hurriedly pulled your sleeve back in to place, wiping your eyes in progress.
"(Name)-San are you alright?"
"Yukio-kun...yeah I'm just peachy"
"Why are you crying?"
"It's nothing! Well if you'll excuse me..."
You tried to run away from the scene but suddenly he grabbed your bandaged hand.Noticing your wince he pulled your sleeve and stared at your bloody bandage.
"What happened?"
"Non of your business!"
You tried to pull away but he gripped your wrist harder.
"Why are you hurting yourself?!"
"Shut up!!!"
You pulled away harshly and started crying.As you sob you mumbled your true feelings,"I love you..." He looked at you in shock, "When you told (best friend name) you loved her I-i couldn't handle it..."
Silence enveloped around the both of you.Then after what seemed like years he looked at you with regret and pain.
"(Name)-san I'm sorry...."
Ever since that day the both of you didn't talk to each other once but you where given the offer to work in America for a new movie.You immediately accepted the offer to avoid Kasamatsu at all cost...
The day had come and you where walking towards the boarding section in the airport after the had checked your passport.Then suddenly you heard someone yelling your name.
"(Name)-san!"
"Yukio-Kun!?!?"
Everyone immediately notice two of the most famous idols were in front of their very eyes.Kasamatsu ran up towards you and hugged you close to him.
"Don't leave me..."
"Yukio-kun why?"
"I love you so much"
"YUKIO?"
"Don't try to leave me ever"
"What about (best friend name)?"
"I don't care about her all I ever need is you..."
He softly pressed his lips against yours and a loud gasp were heard so did loud sounds of camera shutters going off and on but neither of you cared cause the ship has sailed.
'Where there is happiness, There is pain'
You gave up having the future with the love of your life.You loved him so much to the point of exhaustion.You chased him to the end of the road and kept going.Was it worth it? Chasing a man who was way out of your lead...
'...But that doesn't mean that he won't chase you back'
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Requested by @ari10k4
Hopefully I did well^_^'
