Deep Thoughts

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Flash back

"Excuse me?? " Gong Jun replied...

Present Time

Han Ying took a deep and long breath. but before he could say anything, Zhe Han grabbed Han ying's wrists, making Han Ying look at Zhe Han. Zhe Han was shaking his head, he pleaded Han Ying not to say a thing. But a last his effort was in vane...

Gong Jun was standing there just looking at them in confusion, in his head the sentence"What the heck is going on?! " keep repeating. Gong Jun decided to do a fake cough to get they're attention. Making Zhe Han face palm him self. "That idiot! Can't he not read the room?! " Zhe han thought.

"Ehh.. Guys what's in the world is going on" gong Jun asked. making Han Ying even more mad because Gong Jun didn't even realize that he left zhe han in the dust. "YOU MOTHERF*CK*R, YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW HUH!? " Han Ying yelled out in anger. Not only he surprised Gong Jun but he surprised Zhe Han even more, he was surprised that his Childhood best friend, that he's known for years, known for being gentle and patient, just suddenly lost his cool in a split second.

Gong Jun being the type of person that loses his cool when he's accused of something that he doesn't even have an idea on, was mad. "WHAT THE FU*CK, WHAT THE H*CK DID I DO?!? " "IF YOU'RE GOING TO START SCREAMING AT ME, THEN AT LEAST GIVE A REASON AS TO WHY! "

Hearing Gong Jun suddenly burst, Zhe Han was scared, he didn't think there were that side of Gong Jun. In Zhe Han's eyes Gong Jun was always this kind and soft guy, but everyone have their limits...

"OWHH.. MR. IDK WHAT I DID IS MAD, IT'S LIKE YOU DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE YOU LEFT SOMEONE HANGING! " Han Ying was furious.

They're bickering was scaring Zhe Han, Suddenly tears started falling down the beautiful man's face.

Gong Jun realize that Zhe Han was starting to tear up, so he became quiet. His thoughts become wild, he was scared that he have hurted Zhe Han. Suddenly when Gong Jun  was lost in his thoughts a scream he heard. "WILL YOU GUYS STOP IT! Please... " it came from Zhe Han, after he said that he ran away, leaving Gong Jun and Han Ying speechless.

There were pure silence, no one was talking, both of the guys thoughts was just all over the place, blaming them self. they both equally cared so much for the beautiful tall man that they've hurt. Han Ying was even more mad to himself for hurting someone he cared so much.

Han Ying took a long breath and sight before speaking to Gong Jun, "hey, Gong Jun. First if you like Zhe Han then you need to tell him, don't leave him hanging like that. " "second, he's been through so much, it is not my place to tell you. If you want to know ask him yourself, but don't push him to give you an answer. I trust you that you'll take care of him. " after that Han Ying left Gong Jun to his own.

Gong Jun though long and deep about what Han Ying told him. He was confused, worried, curious, and scared. He was afraid that he had harmed Zhe Han.

After a while he made a decision of what he should do next. He decided to look for Zhe Han and just be there for him.

it was getting dark, he couldn't find him for a while, all this thoughts were going through his head, "what if something had happened to him" "it's my fault" "what have I done" "where are you Xiao Han! "

Suddenly it started to rain. Gong Jun became even more paranoid, he was afraid that Zhe Han was not in a safe place. Gong Jun heart started beating rapidly, he started to run around trying to find The small man that he cared so much.

Until he heard a soft cry from someone sitting in a bench park, and of course it was Zhe Han. When Gong Jun saw Zhe Ha  sitting on the bench wrapping his arm's around his leg and putting his head between his knee. His heart pounded, Zhe Han was soaking wet. gong Jun hurried to Zhe Han and took his jacket off and putting it on top of Zhe Han's head.

Zhe Han that suddenly couldn't fell the rain dropping on him again, looked up and saw this tall man looking with the softest smile ever, It was filled with warmth

Zhe Han that suddenly couldn't fell the rain dropping on him again, looked up and saw this tall man looking with the softest smile ever, It was filled with warmth

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Zhe Han suddenly wrapped his arms around Gong Jun's waist and shovel his face in his stomach and started crying. This broke Gong Jun's heart to millions of pieces. Gong Jun put his palm on zhe Han's head and started petting him slightly, then he pulled zhe Han into a hug, "I'm sorry Xiao Han"...

After that gong Jun picked zhe Han up and wrapped his jacket over Zhe Han's body and pulled him close, they started walking back to Zhe Han's home. Half way, Zhe Han started to feel weak, so Gong Jun immediately picked Zhe Han up in a bridal style and brought him home.

When they reached the house, gong Jun opened the door and layed Zhe Han down on the carpet. So he doesn't get his furniture wet, he quickly got a big towel and started drying the smaller boy in front of him. Zhe Han was half awake by them. He was exhausted.

After Gong Jun finished drying Zhe Han off. He took some dry comfortable clothes and  undressed him, sight of the naked boy was making Gong Jun tempted, but Gong Jun stop himself, he didn't want to hurt Zhe Han even more.

After he changed Zhe Han's Clothes he tried to find some clothes that was a bigger size. After Gong Jun dryer himself he picked up Zhe Han from the floor, in a bridal style, and slowly placed him down on the bed. Before he go, he rubbed Zhe Han's face softly " I'll be here, ok"...

After Gong Jun tugged Zhe Han in. He decided to stay for the night, it also started raining harder, on the other side he was also worried about Zhe Han. Gong Jun  took some pillows and sat against a wall and slowly fell asleep while watching Zhe Han.




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