Dear Ted
Hey Ted it's been a while since our life feels like it falling in a deep hole because of all the stuff that is happening but your strength has gotten us so far. Since our little incident happened and I know you hate thinking of the moment because our emotions just keep bring us back to him but we know we can't have him. Our emotions started acting up more and more till we stopped caring but we care and have to stop lying to ourselves but it's in our nature I can't stand it. Now back on the topic being gay has impacted our lives in big ways but we're just fine but something got to change until we realize our life is fine.
Jr I bet you are tired of being the way you are but you are amazing but the best part of you is your giant heart because you are such a social butterfly and everyone you meet ends up being your friend. I know your life is the way it is but don't let one thing get you down along the road of growing up. Then if we believe hard enough out dream will be that much closer to us. Our dream is reachable before we can be much better because we have our family. There is no room for negative thoughts, our life will get better as time goes on. Trust and believe me, real-life some better than some fantasy world we can make up and never have to work a day in our lives the hard work is what makes us. We may seem like a slacker but once you get us working and as we grow up our work effort will change. Our life is the best that I could be a dream will come true of owning a restaurant, having a family, and our right beside us the whole way there. And one more thing doesn't let anybody tell you this different you're beautiful inside and out got that. Like I said before I promise life will be better because of our determination and the strength to keep going on.
Sincerely Ted
