𝑴𝑨𝑭𝑰𝑨 𝑯𝑼𝑺𝑩𝑨𝑵𝑫 k. bokuto

03.

You close the door standing in front of his desk.

"y/n this is not the time - "

"then when is the time, because all you're doing is ignoring me ! i'm trying to apologize and you won't even give me a chance !"

He slams his  hands on the desk making you jump a little. "maybe because your apology isn't going to work this time!" you stand there your breath is sharp.

"then what can I do to fix it! I'm trying to help you but you're not letting me!"

"there's nothing you can do! it's all your fault that I just lost almost all the information I had and it's all because you wanted to go out after I told you no!"

You take a few steps closer. "my fault?! If I would have known about him I wouldn't have gone or even let Kiyoko and yachi go. In the first place, it's your fault for keeping these things from me, I thought we agreed not to keep secrets anymore"  you say a little heartbroken.

he points a finger at you "no no no, don't go pointing the blame on me you should have just listened in the first place! what is so hard about that?"

"why can't you just forgive me and move on, I'll help you get it all back-"

"no y/n! do you know how long it took me to get all that information?!"

"no but-"  he comes out from behind the table.

"exactly you don't! just get out of my face, you're a useless waste of space, I should have just left you there to-"  bokuto quickly stops and your eyes widen as you step back in shock, you already knew what he was going to say.

you slowly back away, tears in your eyes . "y/n i-i didn't mean it-" He tries to come near you but you back away fast.

"yeah you did, you meant every word"  you ran up to your bedroom, bokuto running after you. you get in the room and slam the door closed, locking it.

"babe open the door please I didn't mean it!  I was just angry, please open the door"

"It doesn't matter if you were just angry you still said it" he bangs on the door once trying to get you to open up.  on the other side of the door you sank to the floor as he began to cry.

You cried for a while until they became silent sobs, you didn't want to be on the floor anymore so you crawled into your bed and cried some more until you fell asleep.

Bokuto didn't  sleep, all he did was sit outside on the floor. until Akaashi told him to give you some space. The next morning you woke up to sunlight hitting your eyes.

It was warm and comforting but the way the other side of the bed was empty and cold overpowered the warm sun. you throw the blanket off of you and get up to wash your face.

you look in the mirror and your eyes are puffy and a little red from all the crying so you rinse them with cold water.  you were hungry at this point that you weren't sure we're bokuto was.

you didn't hear any noise from the other side of the door so you assume you're in the clear. you open the door slowly and check to see if he's there, but he wasn't. so you sneak down the stairs and into the kitchen to get yourself a snack.

Meanwhile, bokuto was asleep in his office when he woke up to the sound of the door opening and closing. He got up quickly thinking this was his chance to apologize.

He walks into your bedroom slowly looking around. He didn't know what he was looking for but it was weird, he felt so lost in his own bedroom. your footsteps could be heard as you walked up the steps and towards your room.

you open the door with a bag of chips in the other hand you didn't see Bokuto until it was too late and you two were standing just feet apart.

It was silent but then you turn to open the door and leave, you didn't want to see his face. he jumps towards you holding the door shut, he wasn't going to let you get away again.

"bo let me out" your back was facing him and at the end your hand was on the door knob.

"not until we talk" you  whipped around to face the tall man that was standing in front of you.

"About what? about how I fucked up, or how about when I almost got killed or better yet how i almost got my friends killed because everything's my fault,Or maybe how my husband thinks I'm a waste of space because I'm such an idiot."

"y/n-"

"or I have an even better idea, how about I just ignore you for the next two days like you did to me?" bokuto  reached his hand to your face.

"babe please I didn't mean it-"  you slapped his hand away. "don't touch me just leave me alone" You walk past them heading towards your bed but he takes your hand and stops you.

"let go of me you asshole!"

"Just listen to me for one second."  you ignore what he says and slapped him across the cheek.  He stood there and froze in place, the red hand print on his cheek forming quickly.

you have no regrets on your actions.  it was quiet, the only sound was your heavy breathing. there was a slight pause before he grabs your face and presses his lips against yours.

you try to pull away still angry with him but he just kisses you harder. He pulls away looking into your eyes then at your lips.

"You can hit me as much as you want,  I don't care,  but please I love you too much and that's why I got so mad, the thought of losing you makes me want to kill everyone thats ever hurt you including myself so please just listen to me and trust me next time, okay?"  a few tears left his eyes and it shattered your heart into a million pieces.

Tears began to fall down on your face. you nod your head then push your face into Bokuto's chest and hug him tightly.

"I'm sorry, I'm such an fucking idiot" you cry some more, "I put my friends in danger and people died because I wanted to be a selfish  bitch"

Bokuto hugs you tighter, making you feel safe. He places little kisses on the top of your head. you stay there for a while until your tears slowly start to stop.

He takes your face in his hands and  gives you a kiss on the forehead.

"It's in the past, I'm just glad you're safe here in my arms" you smile at his soft words. "but you needed to take a shower after last night" you look up at him

"so what you're saying is I stink?"  he lets out a soft chuckle. "Noo,  all I'm saying is that you look... dirty" you hit his shoulder  and laugh to his chest

"that's the same thing." You two share a laugh.

"I'll run the water for you, get undressed."  he puts the top of your head before going to the bathroom. you take your clothes off and put on your robe and walk to the direction of the bathroom.

You walk in and see bokuto testing the water. He looks back at you and gets up and walks behind you. He wraps his hand around your waist untying the robe exposing your front.

"The water is steaming hot just how you like it." he takes the robe off of your body kissing your  shoulder.  you walk to the shower and step in. you let out a relieving sigh as the hot water it's your body.

you then peek out the side of the shower seeing bokuto about to walk out.

"hey..." he turned around facing you.

"Do you need something  princess?"  he asked. "Yes, I need you in here to help me."

"oh really?"  He steps closer.

"yeah, so stop stalling and get in here"  he smiles as he begins to take off his clothes.

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