It's not that Simple!! [ BTS Suga X Reader ]

FIRST

SUGA'S POV:

She was at the stage singing a song that I knew better wasn't meant for me. Still, it hurts to think that maybe somewhere in her heart she may think the same abt me. It scares me that maybe I'll never be able to tell her the truth... The performance was going on when suddenly the cameraman moved his camera on me, band members were laughing and teasing me and I also smiled a little and waved at the camera, tho I wasn't in the mood to. Soon the performance got over and I was left with this melancholy feeling in my chest that I didn't know wt to do with it. The only thing I know was I was getting suffocated here and I really needed to get some fresh air. 

Despite my inner turmoil, I kept my calm face outside... devoid of any emotion. 

When finally award show ended and it was time for us to leave, I did cross my path with her on the main entrance but she just ignored me, reason can be many like maybe she didn't want to catch ppl's attention as there were still enough ppl around us second being a big reason that we were in an argument so maybe she was just that mad or just solely 'cause of her oblivious nature that girl is never aware of the number of stares she gets, that's why she still considers herself average. Not just to me but in general she is pretty, but especially to me her beauty is blinding it so much more than just makeup, perfection, and other things ppl search for to me she is true beauty. I sighed...thinking that how often I tell her just how much beautiful she is, definitely not as much as she deserves to hear that. 

I NEED to get out of here, I can't break down here. I hurriedly reached where our cars were parked and got home. 

Immediately after getting home, I changed into something comfortable and left my house for some peaceful and silent place. 

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