Ive been staying at xaviers now for 6 weeks, Weve become almost best friends at this point. His parents bring me warm milk and toast every morning before me and xavier head to school. Today is the first day for xavier, I got to admit im pretty scared as the feelings for this boy have gotten stronger and im scared of what others will think. "We should check out the clubs" xavier said, putting his arm around my cold and tense shoulders. "O-ok", i replied showing him the way to the club notice board. We looked about and Xavier turned to me, " Glee or emo band ?" He asked me. I looked at him thinking, I know nothing about emo i thought but he seemed so excited about glee but was i ready to fall into the gay stereotype."Glee" i replied smiling softly writing my name down on the sign up sheet. Xavier did the same and we both walked to the locker hall holding hands like it was a common thing. An older much taller and bulkier looking boy, wearing the schools football jacket pushes me into the locker grabbing my cheeks with his massive rough hands. " Hey Queer boy stay out my way " He says as he knees me in my Private area. I wince in pain and go to speak but dont wanna start anything. Xavier pushes the boy to the floor, " How about you move your homophobic ass put this hallway before this queer beats you up " He laughs "Oh and wouldnt that be embarrising for you " He yells. The boy back off amd i look at Xavier like Wow.
We walked into the choir room and sat down on the stools set out, " Can i sit with you xavier?" i ask hi, and he nods in reply. Mr Cesh walks in and looks at me as to why im even there. "Blakely what are you doimg here?" He asks, singleing me out once again. "I-" I started speaking. " Hes come here with me sir, Singleing him out is not ok . Hes allowed to be here just as mich as everyone else just because you dont see him as being talented doesnt mean you shame him for your assumptions." Xavier spoke over me. Sir gave me a dirty look and told eavh of us to sing a song. Everyone sang great especially xavier he was amazing. My turn came and i stood up nervously and walked to the front. I started singing to the notes having some trouble, Xavier noticed i was having pysd from the whips of my brother as the sound if the music sounded like a whip. I shaked and tears rolled doen my face. Xavier ran over and hugged me trying to calm me down. Sir came over and helped too he knew something was wrong but i didnt wanna say what.
