Only if. ( A Marauders story)

The beginning / Prologue

" Shut the fuck up and leave my fucking house! You are a useless brat that is dropping out of school. I hope you and your shit bag of a father die," and then I wake up every time. 

I was born on the 25th of december. The Christmas of 1961 to be exact .My parents are purebloods, and my sister Mondena, if shortened, is French for the world and I'm l'amour. My name means love. Our mom named us in French because we lived in France till my third year at Beauxbatons. My sister is 2 years ahead of me. She blames me for mom and dad's fights. She says they didn't fight till I came along and I was mistaken. Even though my dad tells me otherwise. I know I was the mistake. That they didn't want me but, I try not to think about it. In my third year mom and dad split. I went with dad as he worked in the British Ministry, not the French one. Luckley for me I took English class in France so I was able to read, listen, speek, and understand it. Me and dad moved in the middle of the school year so I got a personal tutor for the rest of the year and dad said he will see about getting me in proper school next year.

The home tutor was nice so nice dad went on a few dates together. I know she was married once and had 2 kids but they were older. One thing I excel at is dark arts; that concerns dad because he's never like people that use the dark arts because he works in the criminal side of the Ministry but, I love the subject. I am also not half bad at potions . I loved adding little notes in my potions book. I noticed whoever wrote that book was not correct with most of the Information. I mean they missed simple stuff but the most simple stuff makes the potion go from good to excellent. When the summer came close dad informed me I was to go see the headmaster of Hogwarts the School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, Albus Dumbledore. When I was 8 I wanted to go to Hogwarts so badly but mom didn't want to move just so I could go to 'some school'. I think her words were " Hogwarts has mudbloods and half-bloods and Beauxbatons was a much higher school and you will fit in a lot better."my dad didn't care about blood stats but Mom and Mondena cared a lot. At the same time I know what she meant. I have always got guys staring at me and I'm a pureblood, and beautiful the perfect girl for arranged marriages. Any family or guy would love to put me on their family tree. I think that's why she kept me and acted like a mom  to me kind of. She wasn't the best but it was better than no mom. Right? I'm skinny, around 5'5'' and I have this long black raven hair with light tan skin. I look like I have the perfect tan all year. I'm tall for being only 14 but mom thanks I won't get taller. Where my sister Mondena got long legs, skinny, pale, blond, smart, and 16. She has got guys but not like me. I feel like mom acts like a trophy and not a person. Mom got married to a person named Corvus Lestrange. I haven't met him but then again I don't want to. If he is like mom I would not like to see him, but if i do see him I just hope he is nice.

This is my first story and I don't know how active ill be but I decided to put it out there. I hope you like this I know it isn't all date true but I'm trying to find a different mother. I hope the grammar and english isn't super bad. <3