DEAR CHEATING HUSBAND (BOOK 1) JENSOO

chapter 1

I left not too long ago with my children. I drove away from our large family home and never looked back. I left my wedding ring on his desk with the divorce papers next to it not the letters though. The letters are for the day we get divorced and we divide everything up. I hate you so much Jisoo that it hurts.

"Sweetie come on in." Said my sister looking sympathetically. "Stop looking like that, rose." I said rolling my eyes. I carried yeongjin's car seat into the kitchen where rose's husband lim was sitting eating his breakfast. "Come on let me serve you breakfast especially little Yeongjin over there!" Said Rose completely ignoring my remark. "Go eat baby." I said looking at hyunjin fiddling with his little fingers nervously.

"Hi, Jennie." Spoke lim lightly patting my shoulder. "Hi, Lim." I said smiling lightly. "You'll be okay. You have my crazy wife and me your handsome brother-in-law." Laughed lim. "Very funny, lim." Said Rose rolling her eyes at him. I started crying, I have no clue why. "Mommy plwease don't cry." Said hyunjin softly in my ear hugging my legs. I squatted down and squeezed him with my bear hug. "I love you, hyunjin." I said kissing his forehead. "I love you too, mommy." He said happily showing me his missing two front teeth.

"Ah I'm sorry, Jen." Said Lim awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck. "Ha! Jen your making him feel awkward." Laughed rose holding Yeongjin in her arms. "I got to go feel better Jennie." Spoke lim kissing rose goodbye. "You'll be okay Jennie." Said rose kissing my cheek and handing Yeongjin to me. "Thank you, rose." I said smiling holding Yeongjin and getting ready to feed him. A few more hours and he will be at home looking at the papers on his work desk. I worriedly tapped my foot on the floor.

Jisoo's POV

"Morning, Bona. How are you?" I seductively asked her. "Good morning, Mr. Kim. I am just fine." She said ignoring my eye contact. The only woman who would never look me in the eyes is her because she knows everything about me but mostly about my infidelity. I went into my office and sat down breathing in and out nervously because I haven't gotten a text from Jennie yet saying she loves me but lately she hasn't been doing that. I always wait for them in the morning but now they never come.

Sadly, I begin my work and look at my computer wallpaper that changes every 1 minute. Jennie and I on our wedding day. She looked so beautiful and she literally lit up the room when she walked in. I admired her face until it changed to us holding little hyunjin's hand. He was only 1 and he learned to walk at my mom and dads so we had to have a photo shoot according to Jennie. She was smiling so happily looking at hyunjin then up at me. Then it changed again a recent picture of us she was holding baby Yeongjin and I was holding hyunjin on my shoulders. She wasn't smiling that huge beautiful smile she does except she was smiling a smile that seemed torn or hurt. I sadly starting to think what she should be sad about or even hurt about. She doesn't know about my affairs she has a nice life a beautiful home two beautiful sons and a husband who is barely home and cheats on her. I angrily thought untying and throwing my tie across my office.

I furiously rubbed my face with my hands and ran them through my hair. I am going to leave the office early today even if it means breaking things off with soojoo to fix what I caused my poor jennie.

I left the office a little while ago speeding through the traffic to get home. "Jennie? Hyunjin?" I spoke loudly because us usually hyunjin was in the living watching tv with the volume cut up to 100 and Jennie was in the kitchen baking her cakes and her favorite dessert strawberry cheesecake. "Honey?" I said a lot louder than I intended. I went upstairs and looked out our room and the boys room. Nothing seemed out of place except one dresser drawer was lopsided. I then went to my office. There I saw a wedding ring not just any wedding ring Jennie's wedding ring. What have done?

I held the ring until I saw a document which were divorce papers. I angrily crumbled up the papers. Whiskey always seemed to help I poured myself a drink and then furiously slammed the glass cup on my desk that ended up breaking into pieces and glass stuck in my hand. Blood was dripping everywhere so I grabbed the divorce papers and smudge my bloody hand all over the document.

"Answer the phone Jennie!" I screamed at the windshield driving like a maniac with my phone in my other hand. I ended up calling rose which she didn't answer which meant jennie is there. I drove all the way to rose's house and banged on the door. "Come on jennie, I know you are in there!" I exclaimed yelling angrily. I was about the knock hardly on the door again when jennie stepped outside with baby Yeongjin in her arms trying to sooth his crying. She looked like she has been crying since her eyes looked red and glistened in the sunlight.

"What is it, Jisoo?" She said sternly holding her ground. "A divorce for what?" I tried screaming lightly so I wouldn't wake Yeongjin up. "Are you really that stupid or are you trying to make me feel bad for your mistakes!" She screamed making Yeongjin cry but soon stop as she bounced him in her arms. I was too busy staring at her and how beautiful she looked holding Yeongjin. Hyunjin and Yeongjin are so lucky to have mother like her and not a father like me. "You knew?" I said surprised. She laughed bitterly and looked at me with the most hated look anyone could express. "I hate you Jisoo. It hurts so much that you cheated on me on our family with whores and how you don't even have a care in the world about me and or the kids. The only thing you have to say is "you knew?"! You are a horrible man a cheating horrible bastard. I hate you so much! The only thing you gave me are these wonderful children." She cried as she slid down the door onto the floor rocking Yeongjin back to sleep after her yelling. She was still crying. I felt guilt shame and must importantly the woman I love so dearly and cheated on and lied to is crying is hurt. She hates me.

I looked at her as she cried and cried. I stood there sinking to my knees as I saw her cry so hard for a asshole like me. I am sorry Jennie.