jinx

My life is pritty messed up i have no friends,my father hits us , gets jrunk ,abuses me,he even ended up killing one of my little brothers and i just stood their doing absalutly nothing for him its all my fault i never ment to hurt him i just want him back whith me but that will never happen,but my father is long gone now he got divorsed whith my mom which i guess my mom is a whore now because she slept whith i dont know 10 men,but never mind about that im ok now i guess. Today is my first day in 7th grade and for sure nobody will like me ,no one liked me before so what makes me think people would like me this year. "Mom"i said as i called out for her to now im home drom the park because my dog wanted to go to the bathroom and thought it was a good idea to go to the park ,but there was no anwser "mooom" i called out again "whaat" my mom called in a far distance as she came up to me happily "what are you doing" i asked her "oh....uh!!" she said for a second as she stared to her left,she looked back at me "nothing"she said to me nervously and pushed me half way to my room but i pushed her away and walked to the direction she was looking at ,i saw this man putting his pants on i looked at my mom and i looked back at the man i was suprised but yet didnt care "i can explain.......im so sorry"she said "its okay i understand"i replied whithout finishing and waiting until she finished so i could finish my sentence "oh!!!ok"she said whith a wierded out tone now i finished my sentence "i understand that your a biig whore and that thats how you'll stay until you die"i replied,she looked at me whith tears in her eyes i shrugged my shoulders and walked away ignoring her as she cryed her eyes out "wow uh"the man said suprised i pulled out a knife and told him to get out ,he ran and said i was insane in the head and i just left upstairs to my room. I walked into my room and saw my big sis Adriana painting my walls dark purple "AHHHH"she screamed,i jumped little because she scared me too "oh my god dont do that you scared me"she said "what are you doing in my room painting my walls"i asked her "thats not your job"i said as i took the paint brush away "your job is to stay quiet and look pritty"i relpied sarcastically "weell...im painting your walls while looking pritty"she said as she smiled and took th paint brush from my hands "im done anyways i just need these little parts aand thats all"she replied and smiled once again "ok!!!!!!now are you finished"i said "nooooo i baraley even took it away from you"she said whith a face saying "what the hell maan".Minutes before i asked her if she new about that guy who slept whith my mom "did you now about that guy who was here"i asked her
"Yea. What you didnt now"she said to me "NO THATS WHY IM ASKING YOU"i said to her screaming "wow your really freaking out huh!!" she said happilly "well let me explain to you then,he was suppost to come and get some papers from her and i was upstairs in my room looking for ideas for your room because i wanted to this for a long time and i went to go ask mom to see if she had some ideas but when i saw her she already had gotten laid which is the right way so i dont have to say Sex. So i just went whith dark purple" she finaly finished "but the man how'd he get here theres no car back their only moms"i said "no thats the mans car it looks exactly like mom"she told me "oh"i said without giving a big shit and she noticed cause she asked me "you dont give a fuck dont you"she said "ha...."i laughed "no"i said whithout laughing and having a straight face "wow...thats wierd you should've seen it now your just blind"she said "what no your crazy"i told her whith a sarcastic face but i tried so hard to not show my sarcasm buut i did "i can take you to get glasses if you want"she said "you dont mind"i replied "no ill do anything for my lil sis"she said as she smiled at me
Well go tommorow at 12:30"she said as she checked the time "thank you your the best commparing to the others"i said as i remenberd about my other siblings "where are the others anyway expesially via"she said "VIVI"i said screaming at her "ok ok sorry"she said as she rose both of her hands up like a police man is telling her to when she just finished a robbery "wheres vivi"she said yet again but saracastically i just smiled at her and siad thank you and she smiled as well my mom came in 5 mineutes later,"can i talk to you girls"she said while she wipped her tears away "no"i said "theres nothing you can talk about ma please go away you already did what you did its all over now so just leave"adriana said to her rudley "ok what are you girls talking about"my mom said "nothing that conserns you and adriana just told you to leave"i said as i rose my voice up a little "ok sorry"she said as she cried "moms huh they just dont listen dont they"adriana said randomly "yup not at all"i said as i nodded. Night came and i just laid in my bed looking st the ceiling just thinking about all my mistakes as usuall and talking to my self about my mom and my dad then i herd something restleing in my closet i got up to go check but i walked slowly for no reason i guess but it kept going and going until i touched the door nob and opened it slowly and finally saw nothing but a letter whith dark letters and blood on the corners this is what ot said " jinx i now you since you were small and i now that your not happy and want to end your sarrows by ending it all but its not the time to end everything ypu can come whith me and be happy in my mansion there you can do or have what you like and never be sad you'll have friends that will love you forever and ever but its your chioce to come or not ill give you 3 weeks to think about. Write back please" i was shocked that someone would write me that but i was gonna think about it because it was all true i have a lot of sorrows,i stopped thinking about all that and cleared my mind as i closef my eyes and fell right to sleep. "GOOD MORNING"my brother mikey said as he burst in sreaming "oh god stop screaming please"i sad "hey screaming helps to wake people so hold it in lil sis cause i way older than you"he said as he pointed to me "yuck.....what are you doing here"adriana said "waking her up what do think"mikey said "well thi--"she said as i stoped her "guys what time is it"i said whith a worried tone "its 11:50 thats why im here get up get dressed he made you breakfast and lets go"adriana cleared up in her words "where you guys going"mikey said "to go get her some glasses"adriana said "is may blind"mikey said as he laughed a little and closed his mouth while "yeah i need glasses so what so care"i said whith a mad face "yeah i care i wanna see your nerdy ass face whith glasses its gonna be even funnier when i mess'em up"he laughing histarically but i ignored him and made my way downstairs. As i walked down my mom was sitting on the table eating her food alone whith my baby sister april shes 1 years old so she wont be able to ba