You said you loved me, where are you now.

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-You said you loved me, where are you now? Have I misread your words, your actions, the way you smiled around me? Please tell me what i did wrong. I miss you. I miss you so much, but you never even cared, right?- I thought to myself as I was going inside of the plane, the plane which is going to separate us. -You never came.- I said out loud
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I was running, running as fast as I could so the love of my life wouldn't leave me behind. I run so fast I didn't even notice the person running towards me with a knife. I haven't noticed how he stabbed me while running. I just kept running. I only noticed when everything started getting blurry.

- No, this can't be happening.- I said.

I wanted to finish the letter in my hands, the letter he wrote me but I needed to get to the airport first.

- Eiji... please, please wait for me.- I thought and kept running.

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The plane haven't stated yet, maybe it is a sign- I wondered and kept looking outside the window with hope that I would see him there.

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I could already see the airport, but my legs didn't work as good as they used to, I kept slowing down.

-No, don't you dare give up on me now- I said and felt tears fall from my eyes. I barely even saw anything. I heard people screaming something at me but I didn't care, I saw the gate he was supposed to be at.

-boarding - I read the sign above the closed gate. -Are you fucking kidding me.- I said.

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- You know what, this is so stupid. He didn't come.- I said and turned to Ibe-san. -It's ok, I'm going to be ok.

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Everything was so blurry but i could see his plane and recognises the dark haired boy i fell in love with, sitting next to the window staring through it like he was searching for something. - EIJI, EIJI I'M HERE, I CAME!- i was screaming but he didn't hear, there was no way he could hit I still tried. -He turned away? Why- why would he..- I couldn't finish the sentence, I fell and everything turned black. I could hear people around me screaming and asking for help. I couldn't move an inch, I didn't know what was happening. I was so scared but all I could think about was why he turned around when I was screaming to him.

-So this is it?- I mumbled my last words.