7 minutes in heaven// five hargreeves

"i'm..sorry"

Diego looks at me hurt, "y/n I think you've hurt him more than before" five says looking at me "it must hurt, I didn't know a sentence could hurt you Diego more than before, I know what it's like falling in love with someone just to find out they... don't love you" I say he sighs "it's okay" he says

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*Hours have passed*
I found it hard sleeping that night, I felt terrible if I'm honest. I confessed to five, which first of all I can't believe I did. And I felt the guilt of laughing at Diego, I was so mean, why? Why did I do it? Why am I like that? I satup from my campbed I looked around the room everyone asleep, fives bed was empty,  Klaus was asleep on the sofa, I saw the bathroom light on the door was slightly open I knock "why are you up so late?" I ask five was looking at the mirror "thinking about things what about you?" He asks "its about earlier, that's for another time" I say "oh ok, you know you can talk to me about it later okay?" Five says I nod, I turn to walk out the door "y/n?" Five says " what?" I reply "I want to time travel , be in another timeline" he says I look at him "but five your leaving your siblings, and your partner behind, do you want that to happen? How do you think we'll all feel?" I say five was quiet "I hope you'll be okay" he says I shake my head "I won't" I say " it's my decision y/n" he says "five please just stay. Please?" I say "y/n... well... fine" he says "I will stay... for now" he says I smile and give him a hug "ok" I say I just wanted to freeze there forever, us alone, I go back to my campbed after what felt like forever hugging him, he walks past my bed and gets into his "y/n can we snuggle up?" He whispers "sure" I whisper back, is this what love is? I thought, am I in love? I put those thoughts to rest, I go over to fives campbed, and get in we snuggle up "I love you goodnight" I say "love you too, good night" he says kissing my forehead and wrapping his arms around me I felt safe in his arms and ended up Falling asleep in his arms, we took our turns in the bathroom getting changed

        Authors note:
I hope you liked reading this! Sorry for the delay! I also came out to my mum as non binary , she didn't accept me because I was born with a females reproductive systems, she doesn't let me express who I am and I hate it, she says she supports me about my sexuality, atleast respect me for who I am. God now I wish I never said anything about it.