Tangled Souls

Chapter 1:Sweet Alicia

AUTHORS NOTE
SONG- ALMOST LOVER BY A FINE FRENZY

15.02.2011
Sweet Alicia,

How do I say this poetically.......

I fucking love you, Allie, poetically speaking.

Remember that while you read this.

Two long crazy years have passed and I want to tell you Allie, that you are the most breathtakingly beautiful thing that ever happened to me. You were the kind of reckless Allie, that my cautious heart had been waiting for. Yet, today I am writing this farewell letter to you, sweet Allie.

While you are reading this baby, I'll be on a plane to somewhere far away, I will not be telling you my location Allie, I don't want you to find me... I am not coming back Allie, for good. I got into a good college for Business administration. I want to pursue my dream so bad Allie, it kills me.

Now, if I had told you this personally, I wouldn't be able to let myself go Allie. I didn't consider long distance, because you know it isn't our thing. We deserve better than that, and you know it.

Allie, I want to tell you, don't overthink things, it simply complicates things. Just feel, and if it feels home, then follow its path.

You know Allie, you make me feel like I can never get close enough to you, its as if our souls were trying to hold each other, but our bodies got in the way.

What I feel for you Allie, is so intense, it scares me. That's also a reason why I had to get away. You are important Allie, but so are my dreams. And so are yours. Go for Hotel Management baby, you''ll be so successful. Do what you love.

You have a wildfire soul and the strength to singe the seas, sweet Alicia. Don't let anybody else tell you otherwise. I want to thank you Allie, for making me the man I am today. For staying with me through my worst times, when I was so fucked up. Your love is my most precious treasure Allie.

There will be a few times in your life when all your intstincts will tell you to do something, something that defies logic, and may seem crazy to others. When that happens, you do it. Listen to your instincts and ignore everything else, ignore logic, ignore the complications and just go for it.

I feel home now Allie. My dreams are everything to me. And I feel home now, baby.

I love you Alicia, I love every piece of you. If only you could see yourself through my eyes, you'd know how gorgeous you are. I love how you whimper a little when I kiss you, how you furrow your eyebrows together when you are confused, how you do everything for everyone without expecting anything in return.

I want you to move on Allie. I love you and I'll miss you.

This is for the best.

Yours

Nathan Cross

P.S: Please don't get your tattoo removed.

I read it again. I have to stop reading it everyday. Its been four years. But my soul is still tangled with his. It doesn't hurt as much as it did before. But it still hurts. Guess that's the side effect of falling so deeply in love.

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