P.S. I'm in love with you

Weve compleatly lost it

It was next weekend, Friday to be exact. Today was meant to be really fun and full of exciting things to do. Mark was asleep in bed because he had a little too much to drink. He thought it would be fun to get started early. And of course, he was wrong. I made him lay in bed and get rest in hopes of having a night out with him. Maybe go and see the new avengers movie we've been wanting to see. But something's don't happen, even if you hope hard enough. I was in the shower for a good twenty minutes when Mark came bursting through the door and began to heave into the toilet. He was going to be like this all day. I haven't seen him this hung over in a very long time. I felt pity for him. I knew he was going to feel disgusting for the rest of the day. Then I remembered... I was naked... In the shower.

"Mark? Are you okay?"
"Do I sound okay to you?" He said before one final heave.
"Close your eyes, I'm coming out of the shower." I said nervously.
"Why don't I just le-"

He couldn't even finish a sentence without throwing up. Poor baby.

"That's why Mark. Please just close your eyes."
"Alright, alright."

I slowly stepped out of the shower, past Mark and out the door. Success!

"Mark run a bath for yourself, I'm going to get dressed and grab you some greasy foods okay? Well cure your hangover" I said as I dressed myself and grabbed my keys.
"Okay, I'll do that!" He yelled back.

Mark's Pov

I felt as sick as a dog. And the fact that Alex was taking care of me now made me feel even worse. I was a grown man with a hangover at three in the afternoon. God I felt disgusting. I flushed the toilet and walked over to the bath. I turned the faucet and ran a bath like Alex told to. She knew more than I did, so I knew when to listen. She was a smart girl. Too smart for the likes of me.

"I wonder if she remembers what happened last Saturday?" I said to myself.

I hope she forgot everything. God I was such a disgusting pig for saying the things I did. Well the things I remember saying. I don't know why I become the primal animal around her at night. She's just so sleek, and sexy, and... Fuck... I gave myself an erection... God do I hate myself right now. As I try to calm myself down, I stepped into the bath and laid down in the warm soothing water. It felt so good. It wasn't helping my current "condition" mind you but it was helping me feel a lot less groggy.

I let my mind wander for a bit. When all of a sudden I hear the front door open. I figure Alex is back with my cure. I decide to just lay for a few more moments. Then I hear the bathroom door click open. Alex stands there, in front of me, wearing nothing but her undies.

"Alex, w-what are you doing?" I stutter.
"Funny you ask, I plan on doing you sir." She says seductively getting down on all fours and crawling towards the bath.
"Alex, knock it off. This isn't you, and I don't want to make any mistakes."
"Believe me Fischbach, this won't be a mistake."

As she reaches the side of the tub she slowly takes off her underwear. Making me flinch and look away. But she puts her fingers to my chin and re directs my head.

"What's wrong? I thought you wanted me?"
"Not like this Alex. This isn't right."

She climbs into the bath and onto me then before I could make a move or even a sound I wake up and hear the down stairs door click open. And then I realized I had been dreaming.

-a half hour passes-

Alex's Pov

"Mark I'm back! I got so much food, it smells delicious!"

"It definitely does!" He yelled back.

I put the bags of greasy junk food into the fridge for later and made my way upstairs. I couldn't help but think that Mark was still naked. I mean this was his apartment but it just made me a bit uneasy. It made me think of him as something other than my bestfriend and I hated myself for it. It doesn't matter anyways. It's fine and there's nothing I can do. I went into the bed room and yelled through the bathroom door, telling Mark I was going to be taking a nap if he needed me. So I laid down in his bed. It felt so nice. He had one of those mattresses that you just kinda melted into.

As much a tried to I couldn't sleep. I just laid there thinking about the most idiotic things. God I'm such a loser. Mark and I had slept in the same bed last weekend but he was my best friend. I mean we did almost have sex. That's the thing though, we ALMOST had sex but we didn't. Point being, I needed to get past this whole starting to like Mark as more than a friend. It bothered me a lot. I loved him and I felt like I was starting to fall in love with him. I couldn't ruin what we have. I just couldn't.

I heard the drain start to go and Mark get out of the bath. He walked out into the bedroom wearing nothing but a towel around his waist. I pretended to be asleep. I mean what else could I do?

"You are not making this any easier for me big guy" I thought to myself.

He sat at the edge of the bed. He just sat there and smiled to himself. I felt a hand on my shoulder, then my side, then my hip. Then he removed his hand and folded over in pain.

"God do I love you. I know you can't hear me because you're asleep, but I've been wanting to say this for a long time. I feel like I'm in danger of falling in love with you. Like I'm slowly losing myself in you. Every Time I see those big green eyes I lose it. I know it's going to hurt when I'm gone. But don't worry we still have a while longer. I love you Alexandra, with all my heart." He stood up crying to himself, grabbed some clothes and headed back into the bathroom.

I laid there not knowing what to do. I was so taken back by what he had just said. I wasn't even supposed to hear any of that. I mean technically I was. But I mean... He's falling in love with me. And I'm falling for him. Good god what's happening to us?! I can't even explain it and I hate it. I hate not being able to explain what happening to me.

-8 Pm-

I laid in bed for hours. Mark had disappeared somewhere in the house. All I could think about was what he had said. It was eating at me and I needed to do something to get it off my mind. So I walked down stairs in hopes to find Mark and do something. Sure enough there he was laying on the couch asleep in front of the television with a beer in his hand.

"You big idiot you just got over your hangover."

I walked over to him and took the empty beer bottle from his hand. He had the clothes he took earlier next to him but not on him. And the towel he once had around his waist was gone. I did my best to avoid looking at him. I didn't want to see anything I didn't have to. I made my way slowly from the end of the couch to where the top was. Before I could react to it I tripped over another beer bottle and fell on top of him. I was thankfully not wearing a dress of a skirt or something of the sorts. I just needed to get off of him without waking him.

The world was not in my favor today because as soon as I moved my hand from his chest I slipped and my "area" fell directly on his. My face immediately turned a bright Crimson. He began to wake up and I tried to get off of him as fast as I could but my hand was stuck between him and the couch. I couldn't freak out too much.

"Relax Alex it's just a penis, it's not like you've never seen one before." I said in my head.

As I moved slightly off of him he opened his eyes and a smirk grew on his face.

"What's this? Trying to seduce me in my sleep?"

"Why would I ever sleep with you?" I said jumping off of him.

"Because you know you want this body babyyyy." He said seductively.

I walked away ashamed. I didn't even want to be around him right now.

"Mark you can sleep in your room tonight, I'll take the couch." I said with arms folded.

"No, you've always taken the bed and this doesn't change a thing, now get your butt up to bed before I beat it!" He said smiling.

"Okay" is all I could mutter after what just happened.

God what a terrible way to end the day. Maybe tomorrow will be better. I mean I can only hope so.

"Goodnight Mark, I think I'm starting to love you too." I said as I shut my eyes and fell asleep.

Mark's Pov

"Goodnight Alex, I love you." I said as I settled down and fell into a deep sleep.