I Believe You (matt smith fanfiction)

chapter 7

Re-cap

It was now Saturday evening and we had just finished shooting scene 5, Matt and his friend's scene. On monday we would start filming scene 6, the beach scene, I can't wait and Tommy will be here too!! I was sitting in my trailer fiddling with my phone, when I suddenly heard a knock on my door. I hadn't been expecting anyone, so you could it be? Maybe it was Matt..? Yeah it was probably Matt.

I got up and checked myself in the mirror. Smiling, I opened the door. My smile disappeared and my eyes widened.

"Hi, can I come in?"

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Chapter 7

Katherine's P.O.V.

OMG!! JOHN....what was John doing here, at my trailer, at 8:30pm, when we hadn't even planned to meet up..??!!

"Hello...Kat..?" His voice brought me back to reality.

"Oh, sorry, yeah sure, come in," I said trying to hide the shock in my voice. He came in and gestured for me to sit down next to him, on my bed, I wasn't sure if this was a good idea.

"Sooo..." I said.

Maybe the dancing had given him the wrong impression, I thought.

John's P.O.V.

I had to tell her, I had to tell her now, before it was to late. I had to tell her, before I lost her to Matt. I know he has feelings for her. I over heard his conversation with Jenny, about how he likes her and Jenny said, if he didn't tell her now, it would be too late. So, I decided to take that piece of advise.

"Look Kat, there's something I need to tell you," I said, pulling her on to my lap. She tried to move away, but I held her close to me.

"Look John I-" 

"I know this might be a bit fast, but I really like you, you're beautiful, kind, funny and may I say an amazing dancer, I really do like you," I said smiling at her.

Katherine's P.O.V.

No...this wasn't right, I don't like John like that. I mean he's a nice guy and all, but he wasn't for me. Besides I like Matt. John lifted my chin, so we were face to face, he brought his lips closer to mine. NO!! I couldn't do this. It had to stop now!! I jumped up from his lap.

"John, I'm sorry, but I can't, I just can't," I just stared at the floor.

"WHY CAN'T YOU!!?? Or is it you don't want to???" He was shouting, it made me whince.

"B-because...because Matt," I didnt dare look up at John. He stood up and took two steps closer to me.

"What about him??" He whispered.

"I-I kissed him, when we were outside my trailer the night of your party," I felt guilty, but our kiss was special, it was different, a nice different, but my feelings for Matt are slightly confusing.

"Do you have feelings for him??!" He breathed down my kneck.

"What!?" I looked up at him in shock.

"DO YOU LIKE HIM?!" He shouted, his eyes full of hatred and pain.

"I-I don't-" 

"Yes or no Kat??!!!" He interupted me. This made me annoyed.

"I dont know!! I think I like him, but I dont really know what it is!! All I know is that I feel different when I'm with him, h-he makes me nervous and his eyes and smile, m-make me melt, but, I don't know what it is. Look John I'm sorry, but....I-I just dont know," I dropped down onto my bed. I had tears in my eyes that were threatening to pour out. This always happened whenever I tried to express my feelings, thats why I always tried to keep them locked up inside of me.

"I-I'm sorry, I didnt mean to shout or make you cry, I was just...that doesn't matter now. What matters is your confusing feelings. I know you don't know how you feel, but from what you just told me, I think you do like him, maybe even love him, you're just scared to show your feelings," He said smiling, wiping away my tears.

What...? Love...did I really love Matt..?

John was right, I'm scared of showing my feelings and falling in love. Especially after what happened to my sister. Love makes you blind and I'm scared of that.

"Besides he's a really nice guy, one of a kind and what happened between him and Daisy is now in his past," He said calmly.

OMG......I had completely forgot about Daisy. What if I do go out with him and he cheats on me?? What if he hurts me like he did to Daisy???? 

"W-what if he cheats on me..???" I looked him in the eyes and he smiled.

"He wouldn't and I was just teasing, I wouldn't believe that rubbbish, I don't believe it, Daisy is a big fat liar," John made me laugh slightly.

"B-but what if he doesn't love me or even like me???" I said, the smile on my face disappeared.

"Trust me when I tell you, he does like you, probably even love you and I'm sure about that," He got up and left.

What was that suposed to mean...??

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A.N.

I know this probably isn't the best chapter, its just i wanted to focus on kat's feelings and get them straight, so you can understand her. I did give hints though in the other chapters. I'm sorry its not that good. I feel sorry for john, but everything will become better.. :)

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