Dangerous~Marcus Lopez x reader

Lets play a game

Y/N's POV

Nothing, emptiness, sadness and loneliness. That's how I felt, everybody have that one person that they can't forget, stop loving or move on from.
It's like you lost a part of you, your half, actually it feels like your heart can't beat anymore, like you're dead.

Marcus, all my problems are from one and only person: Marcus. I can't blame him but I can't put the fault on me, so I just stay in my dorm and sleep, sometimes I take time to eat sometimes I don't.

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1 week later:
I haven't stopped loving him but I need to go to class or I'll go in detention or worst...
I sat on my chair and put my stuff on my desk, the teacher was talking about something I wasn't paying attention like always.
Marcus: excuse me sir, I'm late-he said entering the classroom without even knocking, urgh some one should educate him.
Our eyes locked for about 10 seconds and he gave me a little smile I looked down and acted like I was writing something on my notebook, I didn't realized but I had written "M"s everywhere on my page.
I hated what I felt for him.

2 hours later:
Isabella: are you coming at the party?
Y/n: maybe where is it?
Isabella: on the roof at 8 pm
Y/n: okay i think I'll be there I need to relax, smoke and drink.
Isabella: okay see you I have to go find Willy.
I've almost forgotten to tell you; they are dating now and it made me feel even more alone.

At the party :

I was having fun, Marcus was there but I just ignored him.
Maria wasn't there, Chico either. Weird...

??: let's play a game
!?: okay everybody come here

We all sat in circle, we stayed in silence until someone asked « what should we play »
??: bottle game of course
God,no, wait we aren't in a fan fiction where the main character bottle's is going to choose her love interest. Nope bullshit.
??:I suggest the new boy starts
After the girl said that he took the bottle and played... I was afraid to look, when I saw the bottle showed me I was nervous excited and sad. But I had to kiss him.
So I leaned in and kissed him very quickly and pulled away but he grabbed my chin very slowly and kissed me again. Everybody was cheering up but I just didn't understand why he made me suffer like this. So I ran away like I always do.
He was following me.

Marcus: Y/N WAIT PLS
y/n: what? Are you going to say things you don't mean and everybody will forgive you cause you were « drunk »?
Marcus: I'm not drunk now pls listen
Y/n: i am listening
Marcus:you're the only one I look at, I smile at, I think about, I have this weird feeling in my chest that keeps happening when you're around I pushed you away cause I was scared that loving you will destroy me but it destroyed you. I am sorry please forgive me, give me a chance to make you happy again.

Y/n: maybe you should sleep you're tired you don't even know what you are talking about right now- I said with tears in my eyes.
Marcus: please
Y/n: I am sorry I need more time I don't believe you.