Hey guys X3 sorry this took a while. School has got me by the throat! Anyways as always thank you for your support and patience. I hope you like it. Please leave a comment or any suggestions.
A few weeks has passed since you last heard from Ben. You gotta admit you missed him. A sigh escaped your lips as boredom began to set in. Outside the sun was hidding the breeze was cool against your skin. It was almost 3 in the afternoon.
A part of wanted to stop living in fear.
You wanted to move on and be able to have fun again like you use to. The ultimate test for you was touching the water at the lake. You walked out of the house a bit nervous with shaking hands.
Before you knew it, you were a few inches away from the water. *Baby steps (n) slowly but surely * you kept saying over and over. The shadow of your hand ghosted over the water. You felt your body tremble like never before. Your heartbeat pounded against your skull and you began to feel sick. Just one touch was all it would take. your heart couldn't bear it. You retracted your hand and squeezed your eyes shut and whimper. "I Just can't"
You sat there silently and watched as your tears fell into the deep murky water. Your reflection was unclear. Whipping your tears you began to notice that it wasn't your reflection in the water.
It was Ben..
"Leave me alone Ben!"
"Oh Come on my sweet" He floated up the surface dripping wet and giving you one of his signature smirks.
"No Ben!, I just can't....I'm so scared "
You couldn't face him.
Ben kept at it. "Come on! I know you can"
"Damn it Ben I said no!!!"
"LOOK YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND."
Your own words hit you hard. Ofcourse he understands. If anybody knew what it felt like to drown it would be Ben.
"I know Exactly what its like (n)" he looked deep into your eyes as he came close to you. "Everytime in that fucking game! I drown OVER And OVER again!"
You tears fell and began to fear him again.
You looked away and down at your knees.
"(name)!" it shook you when you heard him say your name with such emotion.
"I want you to trust me on this" he said calmly and held you close. Never looking away he stared at your eyes and saw only fear from the past.
"Trust me (n)!" Ben extended his hand out for you to take.
" I can help you ease that pain, it's time to let go."
he proceeded to come close with his hand held out.
Shaking you couldn't find the words.
"B-ben....ppp-please...i..i.just...i.c.can't..Ben"
"No (n)! I won't let you live like this"
With one swoop he pulled you tightly against his body and locked his arms around you. Your eyes widen in fear as you saw the water beneath your feet.
"BEN...BEN..NO PLEASE IM SCARED!!!"
You panicked and started to struggle against Ben. You held on to Ben like your life depended on it.
"Shhh...it's alright...it's okay.. I won't let you go (n)". Ben felt your nails digging into his back.
"You see (n) it's alright, this is good" Ben stroked your back. You remained still for a few minutes. "You see..."
You saw your toes dipping into the water.
You couldn't believe this was possible, until your your feet was in the water.
It had been a long time, you missed it. The feeling of the water.
"Look at me (n), this is good" Ben smilled down at you. You looked up at Ben and saw nothing but calmness in his eyes.
"See you're relaxing now... I can't feel your pulse." Your lips were merely inches away from each other.
"Ben... I.. Think... I'm ready" you looked at him feeling a bit stronger. "Okay, will take it slowly..." Ben held you tighter that it hurt a little. Slowly but surely you were both sinking. You tried to remain calm but as the darkness of water haunted you once again you began to panick. The Adrenaline rushed trough your veins and your heart wanted to jump out!.
"Ben!!!!" you thought out loud.
"Trust me (n), I won't let you go "
You heard his voice and closed your eyes.
Ben gave you air trough his lips, Ben's kiss felt like heaven... You felt relief. It's like you've been holding your breath for so long and finally got to breathe.
You resurfaced and Ben sat you at the dock. You rested your forehead against his. Still dripping wet it began to get cold and Ben held you closer. His chest was warm and you couldn't help but snuggle him.
"(name)"... He whispered your name with longing. You looked into his eyes and felt your cheeks burning.
"Ben... Thank you" you smiled lightly
"Anything for my sweet (n)" he began to stroke your flustered cheeks.
"Not just for today...But for saving me"
You wanted nothing more but to melt into his arms and show him how thankful you are. You couldn't hold back any longer.
with one move you kissed ben hard pushing him against the wooden floor of the dock. To Ben surprised he began to kiss you back. His hands ran up your body and held you tight. And as the kiss progressed you felt your heat becoming more obvious.
God you wanted him.
You pulled back and stared into his eyes.
His pupils were blown and had the same amount of desire burning in them.
With a loud snap of his fingers you were transported to your room. Never breaking the kiss. Ben moved his hands to free you from your drenched clothes leaving only your undergarments.
You blushed at this new found exposure.
Ben kept his smirk on as he carried you bridal style and placed you gently on the bed. Ben hovered over your body taking the sight of you. Licking his lips he searched your eyes for an answer. And instead you locked your lips with his once more with his hands holding your body close. The desire was unbearable. Ben began attacking your neck and sucking hard on your soft spot earning an aroused moan from you.
"You like that (n)" he repeated this act over and over. Until ever inch of your body had his mark. "Oh..Ben..p.please" you pleaded against him. "Please what (n)? Tell me" he continued to tease.
"Ben I.. Want you please..inside " you were breathless you kept pleading until Ben removed his fingers and replaced it with his tip. He was hard, you felt his thickness as he teased your entrance.
"Ben please! I need you now!" you moaned out. Ben chuckled darkly at your request.
"So eager to please (n), how impatient "
Looking into your eyes as he slowly inch by inch filled you Up.
"ah..Ahh.Ben" you moaned out from the pleasure. The pain was bearable and almost quickly disappear as Ben's pace got quicker...
Nearing both you ends, you lift Ben's chin up and kissed him deeply as tongues dance in passion and your movements became more passionate...
"Ben...i can't hold it any longer" you shut your eyes close as you released and after a few more strokes Ben held you close and kissed your temples and held you tighter .
" I love you" you simply said as you looked into his eyes while stroking his hair.
Ben smirked and gave you a chaste kiss before kissing your forehead.
" and I love you too...
You smirked at him and held him close.
"Hey Ben..."
"hmmm?" He looked at you.
"That was one hell of bonus round" you nuzzled against him.
"Can I play another?" you gave him a mischievous look.
"Ofcourse" he gave you a dark smile and attacked yours lips once more....
~~~~fin XD MY FIRST SMUT sorry for any errors.
