Vi
That moment we shared was unexplainable. It was something I was waiting for and as confused as I feel I loved it and didn't want to forget it. I dialed his number again but he was ignoring my calls all day. Did he regret it? Did he hate me more now? I swear I thought he was just as into it as I was but suddenly my phone began ringing and my face filled with excitement.
"Ax oh my god are you okay? I missed you."
"I'm fine. Would you want another shot at working with me?"
"Of course. Thankyou for last night though I loved every second of it." I bit my lip behind the phone.
"Alright I'll see you tomorrow, my place." He told me.
"Ax wait."
Silence. Is this it now? Is this how things are left?
"What is it Violet?"
"Why're you acting like last night didn't happen?"
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Ax stop, seriously. Do you regret kissing me?"
"Violet I need to go."
More fucking silence came before the beeping indicating he hung up. Was I really just nothing to him? Was this just a big mistake? I should've known better then to hand myself over to Alex. To give him my lips, my love, my power which I no longer have. He's pretending it never happened which makes me long to understand what was the meaning of it? Why did he kiss me?
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𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝑶𝒇 𝑷𝒐𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝑳𝒖𝒔𝒕
RomanceI hated her, and so lusting after her was like a bad dream. But slowly the way we were more wrong then right vanished and I found myself in love with her. I think I'd do it all again if it meant being with her.
